Missing You Badly

● @ Sunday, October 11, 2009 ●

'N' levels are OVERRRRRR.
I am GLAD that it is OVER. Ah shheesssshhh.
These three days I have been going out~
And I am happy, because it is hard to stay at home 24/7 hours for one whole month.
Anyway, I just had a photoshoot yesterday. . w.
Let me see...
Met Kurohoshi with Kazu at Dhoby Ghaut MRT and met Yuuwa over there too.
Then went all the way to somewhere near Park Mall and met the other photographer. . A.
Walked across the traffic lights and realised that Kurohoshi hates sunlight.
... No wonder she is sooo pale. . A.
Reached to Fort Canning Park and went to change...
Kurohoshi did make-up, and the way she did was very cute~
I remembered how she went hyper over putting eyelashes on me. . w.;;
Did some photos and went really very tired.
Yeah, I woke up like 7 A.M. in the morning being scared whether the costume is not dry.
Went to Marina Barrage, and was pratically scared of being splashed by the water or kiddies running around wet. . A.
But the pictures were NICE. ^ w^~~
I will be waiting for Tuesday~
GAMBATTE, SUZU! ^ O ^!

-Miho

†♠♣ 不思議の国 ♥♦†

● A little update~ @ Sunday, August 30, 2009 ●

I am just wondering.
WHY DID KANAME NOT VIST SINGAPOREEE? D:
Uwahhh. -sobs-
I bet many people will be going fangirling or maybe faint by just seeing him. = w=;;
Ah well, we can always fangirl for another person. 8D

-got shot-

Anyway, on Friday~
After school, Laina-dear and I went to Terminal 1~
Wanted to study in McDonalds' but somehow got chased away.
Because they just opened 'McCafe' and they 'expected more people'.
So whatever.
Laina and I then walked around in Terminal 1 and 'explored' around.
Camwhored a lot~
So much till the fact Laina thought that the shadow was a ghost.
I lol-ed.
We then found a place very isolated.
GREAT PHOTOSHOOT PLACE. + w+!
Studied for a moment, and camwhored~
Then went back home.

On Saturday~
Was sleeping damn soundly until Uke-chan called.
Lady, 9:30 A.M. then call me for what sia. I r sleeping leh.
Went to Tampines Mall and was wondering why I could not sleep there.
Arrived, and went to look for Uke-chan and Teruki~
TERUKI HAS KUROSHITSUJI AND KHR CHARACTER BOOK. RAWRRR.
Anyway, after watching G.I.Joe, thinking it is a mixture of Touhou, Mario and ... the froggy thing that cross the road full of cars shiat crap, we went to get Uke-chan's brother his ... string for his yo-yo.
What's with people and their yo-yo fetish nowadays. = A=;
Went to the Sky garden and slacked there, while Teruki and Uke-chan's brother played their yo-yos.
I remembered I smacked myself on the door
and got a blue-black on my left knee. -emos-
Anyway, went to get Uke-chan's extentions~
Teruki and Uke-chan har! Only make me want to have extentions only! D;
After then went back home.

-sighs-
I missed going out.
I need to shop moree~
-rolls around-

Korean songs are in my head now, rawrr~
EDIT:
A little video for you all. <3

-Miho

†♠♣ 不思議の国 ♥♦†

● Summarizing Everything since Cosfest... @ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ●

Okay, let me calm down first.
Before I start nosebleeding over again for Vocaloid's Magnet song again.
... Boys Edition.
-faints-

Alright, I am back to life.
Let me fly back all the way to Cosfest.
Rushed to Suzu's house~ Get my make-up done there~
Thanks my lovely lovely darling. <3
Then rushed to Downtown East with my Sebby.
Uke-chan, for those two days, ish my seme. Just TWO days.
Because she got platforms and she is taller than me, by a few CMs. = w=;
My Sebby flown to elsewhere to do her singing competition, while I walk around.
I might as well say that I am doing solo. = 3=
I was alone for about 1-2 hours.

Starved myself and waited for Uke-chan until 4 PM, then we went and eat lunch.
Uke-chan ... continue playing with her wig while I eat my lunch/dinner.
After the event, we went to Wai Yi A.K.A fujiwarachiaki house.
Tried to fix the zip, but spoilt.
... I am fat. -emos-

The next day, rushed to Suzu's house again~
The first time I see her wearing the scarf thing on her head. 8D
LOOK SOOOOO CUTE LUH, DEAR. xD
Took taxi then rushed to Uke-chan's house.
Got irritated by her being pissed off over someone rushing her, but ah well.
Nagged at her brother to study while I wore the costume again.
Ahhhh. -headdesk-
Reached there, waited for Uke-chan again.
After she sung her song, we went parading with G.U.I.L.T-HikariHayate and ... I forgot who.
Then Uke-chan has to go back home.
Accompanied her until her parent's car arrived, then go irritate Scarlette. 8D
Asked her to help me take off the costume, if not I will be stuck in there for about 20 minutes. = w=;;
Then gone back home~

It was tiring, but I am glad to meet everyone there. ^ w^~

I just received back my prelims results.
Overall, one word describes all. Degrading.
I could have a farking A1 for Combined Science, because of careless mistakes, I got a B4.
SCREW IT. Seriously.
And I failed English, by one mark.
Now I am horribly scared for 'N' levels.
Screw examinations. TT___TT;;

I ... shall fly away now.
Like my new blogskin? 8DDD

-Miho

EDIT : ... I am addicted to 2NE1.
Gah. >:
Here is one of the songs I like~

Also, I shall post up one of my camwhores I did. xD

Sticking to You, Like a Magnet

†♠♣ 不思議の国 ♥♦†

● [ . Aishiteru Ja Nai Yo, Urusai . ] @ Friday, June 19, 2009 ●

Aishiteru ja nai yo, urusai.
Ima shinde kudasai.

Lawl. Random quote.
And I am lazy to translate it for you, so yeah~ xD
This is to a random person who pissed me off.

Today, had only 4 hours of sleep and went to use the computer.
AND BSOD just has to happen. TT ATT
Rushed the MRT station and met Uke-chan~
Then flown to City Hall and met Suzu~
After that we gone to eat Marvelous Cream! LOVE IT TO BITS. <3
It tasted like heaven and costed me $9.80.
-emos-

After that, we RUSHED to Esplanade to meet Crim-crim, Rinya and Tsukihami.
I can feel a HUGE gap in between them.
Seriously, I tried my best to get them together, and get to know each other~
Finally Suzu went up to Crim-crim and said that she has big eyes. 8D
SHINE, Suzu! Say that with your SHINY eyes. xD

Went to change while a few idiots are playing with balloons outside the toilet.
No, we got a shock of our lifes when the balloons burst.
AND I hate that irritating bursting sound.
Changed, and let Suzu did my make-up.
I r lurve joor make-up skills, juu must teach me~~

Went for photoshoot~
With Kaito ~~being gay and SMEXY~~ and Nigaito ~~being NOT shy at all, more like dumb~~.
GAH. Costume too baggy. -cries-
Ended up with a pose with Macross Frontier crossover.
WTF. YEAH, MY WIG COLOUR SUITS RANKA. KTHXBAI. -emos-
Then camwhored for a while.

.... SUZU AND UKE-CHAN CAMWHORED WITH MY HANDPHONE WHILE I WAS CHANGING.
ROAR. D<

Anyway. Flown to Bugis and get neoprints~
I AM BEING TOO GENEROUS, AM I? D:
I just spent $16 for neoprints. = 3=
Uke-chan paid $6.
And someone harassed Suzu by touching her butt.
Yeah, if I found out who is it, I will personally go there and take my chopper.
WITH SHINY SHARP BLADE.
Watch it. I will stab you.

Ah well. I don't have the pictures now. D:
-headdesk-
Going to sleep early today...
My sister just told me that my eyebags gotten worse. D:
-emos-

I have been addicted to Erementar Gerad.
And I think I will be doing Ren ( Reverie Metherlence ) cosplay for next year.
After my 'O' levels, that is.
Anyone wants to be my Coud? ; ;

OKAY. My cosplay plans are FULLY packed.
No more. I will just die. D8

I feel "I need you"
I just miss you in my life.
I will never leave you.
I want to promise you!!

-Miho

†♠♣ 不思議の国 ♥♦†

● [ . Drowning in The Sea of Loneliness . ] @ Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ●

I am not myself again.
Seriously.

Listening to Cherish for me only makes me go depressed.
Cherish... Yeah, cherish those moments, before they slowly fade away.
Cherish those laughs that was heard in school, cherish those tears that flowed down those cheeks, cherish those feelings that eventually broke the red heart of mine.

Cherish.
In Dictionary.com, cherish is...
1. to hold or treat as dear; feel love for: to cherish one's native land.
2. to care for tenderly; nurture: to cherish a child.
3. to cling fondly or inveterately to: to cherish a memory.

I loved those moments, but it is slowly fading.
I feel like as if I am nothing.
No. It is just a feeling of drowning, and that no one can saves this feeling.
It is scary, but I don't dare to confess it.
I am scared that people just turned around and walk away, saying "From now onwards, I will not know you anymore."
The feeling is still stuck in me.

I treat my friends with care.
I love them, because I believe they will love me back.
Giving them what they need, sacrificing so many things to meet up their needs.
All I want is ... their ... love.
I don't feel it.
And I don't know why.

I wonder. Does my friends even like me?
Do they even treat me like how they treat others?

These feelings...
They are still with me.
Until I realized I am never lonely, this feeling might fade off.
... Who knows.

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● Streetfest 09! @ Saturday, June 13, 2009 ●

Woke up late and was SUPER blur.
So instead of going to Somerset, I flown to SEMBAWANG.
Wtf.
So flown back to Somerset and met Zelmer. OH GOD, I WAS LOST. ; ;
Anyway, went to change, and got out of the toilet.
It is weird, I swear.
Zelmer was asking what I need, I turned my head behind and looked at him, then he went "CUTE"
... wtf.

After putting make-up and placing wax in wig, the epic group is ready to leave!
When we reached the venue, we were asked to do a pose~
And we posed~ And stood there for ..... 5 to 10 minutes?
Around there.
But there was a swarm of photographers like bees coming out from the beehives. = A=;;
Ah well, the most I can find in SGCafe are closed up to Kaito. = w=
-hides behind Kaito again-

Anyway, Pheliosstar told me go in front of the Vocaloid group.
Well, I don't want because Nigaito's character is meant to be SHY. . A.
But they placed me in front. >:
-headdesk-
Later, they dragged me into competition.
NOOOO. I don't want. ; ;
-sniffs-

Ah well. We went to the booth at 3:30 PM as instructed, but there was a band playing, so we have to wait till 4 PM. = 3=
After that, we went there at 4 PM as instructed and was told to come back 1 hour later.
.... WHAT. D:
No choice, so we went and rest...
Drink water or what so...
Then started camwhoring...

and the whole team started to camwhore. xDD

Me : -looks at Zelmer-
Zelmer : -stares-
Me : -stares-
-silence-
Me : ... Kira! -does Ranka Lee's pose-
Zelmer : Poooof~

... No, I don't know what happened. xD
15 minutes before stage time, Kaito and I went to the MALE toilet for touch-up of make-up.
LAWLAWLAWL.
Then Rin comes in to tell us that we have to go already.
"
PFFT. Sorry, Rin. xD
Went on stage, being SUPER out of character, went down.
WTF. -emos-

Went to take neoprints...
But they filter all GREEEN. So, no place for me.
-emos- ~~wanted to give a chu to Kaito. -sniffs-~~
Ah well.
Then I realised I lost my glasses, but good thing the cleaner kept it. <3
Then went back home...

and refreshed myself with a bath.
-sighs- xD

Ah well~ Await for the next one~

MOE SHOTA LEN
A.K.A NightXX-
OH HOHOHOHOHOHO~
-got shot-

-Miho

†♠♣ 不思議の国 ♥♦†

● Swimming or slacking?~ @ Thursday, June 11, 2009 ●

LAWL. Sorry for the title. xD
Woke up by my mother like ... 10:58 AM.
Packed and rushed to Uke-chan's house~ Reached there about 12:30? o wo
Anyway~ Went there, tested out some ~~yaoi~~ poses and surfed the net until 3 PM. = w=;;
One of the most memorable thing is, uke-chan trying to bind her boobs, but she can't.
SO I helped, and she go "WTF."

Me : "... Kufufufu."
Uke-chan : "I BITE YOU TO DEATH. >E"
-silence-
Uke-chan : "TO THE EXTREME! xD"

LAWL. WTF.
Went swimming...
and Uke-chan does want to go to part where the sun is shining at.
Had to swim towards her, DRAGGGGGGG her, then she follow.
That lady. -sighs- = 3=
THEN WENT TO BATH.
Later, went into the sauna. WITH OUR CLOTHES.
Oh wtf, uke-chan juu CHEATER.
After that she went to bath, and I WENT TO HARASS HER. 8DDD
-got shot-

Anyway, later, we got back to her house, packed up everything and rushed out.
Flown to Tampines MRT, then to Bedok, then bus. = w=b
CAMWHORE ALL THE WAY.
Sorry, my uke-chan will be SUPER pai seh. So I can't post it up here. ; ;

AND I FOUND A SEME~~~
YAY~ SEME-SAN~ <3
The secret will be out on this Saturday. <3
-glomps her seme again- <3

-Miho

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