The Life Of Masaaki Miho

Aftermath of O levels and AFA

2010-11-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

I wanted to run out of the hall and scream "F**K YEAH. O LEVELS ARE OVER."

... Nah, too scared. = w=;;
-bangs head on wall-

So, after the paper, Suzu and I went to my house and changed.
HOMG, I AM WEARING HEELS FOR ONCE. -headdesk-
So, we went to Parkway to play L4D.

"Do you feel it? The wind of FREEDOM!!" - Suzu

After playing L4D and fetching Suzu off, I rushed to the airport, where I met Kazu.
FINE, I DON'T SUIT THE ONE I AM WEARING, but hey, at least I wear something different from the usual. OTL

Met Night and Sakurazaki!! \ 0 /
Saw them cutting and preparing their Cure card...

... and got tempted. OTL
Will. Wait. For. Better. Cosplays. And. Better. Photos. OTL

Naoki arrived in Singapore~ \ 0 /
She asked Kazu and I to be her host in Singapore, and we agreed.
Turned out that there is a host prepared for her.
Ah well! We went to accompany her to eat dinner, and was a little messy. -headdesk-
And they start distributing Cure cards.
MUST. NOT. BE. TEMPTED. )8<

Went back home late for the first time after O levels. -sighs of relief- = w=;;

AFA day 1
THE DAY HAS ARRIVED. Weee!! xD
Called Kazu early in the morning and went back to sleep.
That's all for today. 8D

-shot-

Joking. OTL
So, rushed down to get Night's tape and Kazu's tape.
And rushed down to Suntec Cityyy~
After reaching there, accompanied Night in the toilet to change, and Kazu called me out to do his make-up.
I was pratically panicking doing his make-up, because I seriously rushing to finish it so he can go elsewhere for photoshoot.
... but it seemed I took a longer time. OTL
-bangs head on wall-

So Kazu and I walked around, he had photoshoot, and ...
.... my throat drastically got SUPER dry.
OTL

My stomach also starts to hurt, and I was hoping I could have a nap while he have photoshoot, but a concert was disturbing my sleep. So forget it. OTL
So we went to have dinner, and since I was super thristy, I bought a Pepsi, and just when I was going to buy food, Kazu told me we had to rush up again. -facepalm-
So my Pepsi is the only source of food. : D

After his photoshoot, we decided to go to McDonalds, and I decided to buy ... just a McNuggets set. Spent time with him, and went home.
Then went to sleep! But was worrying about his make-up and stuffs, so could not really sleep...

AFA Day 2
... wh-
... nevermind. Woke up at 6 AM, hoping to sleep again, but pratically fail because of my stupid stomach. Fine, fine.
Stomach, you want to be a bitch to me, I be bitch to you. No food. T8<
So I started play Pocket God till I am satisfied.

Around 9 AM, I called Kazu and decided to go to his house.
Okay, social link, go! -Persona 4 music theme-

-shot-

I went out with my mum~
She talked to me about the pills she bought and told me to be careful and must exercise.
Thanks mum, I will. OTL
Went a little shopping at the market and bought a cute skirt~
But don't know whether can suit me or not. OTL
Rushed to his bus stop, and dreamed all the way to his house.
Woke him up, got some reference, stared at his ... chui ... wig.
Then rushed out.

HORRIBLE SUSHI IS HORRIBLE.
Must remind self NEVER to take that sushi EVER again. OTL
I nearly wanted to throw away the sushi because I lost appetite, but he told me not to waste food, so threw one section of the sushi I do not like into the plastic thingy, and ate the rest. PHEW. = 3=

Went to the same hall as yesterday, and I saw Jasmine, Natsu and Mystics there~
Since I am Kazu's make-up artist, I decided to help the rest too, because they are new to Cosplay.

Rushed through Natsu's pimpley face, helped Jasmine with her wig, and Mystics finally finished tidying Jasmine's wig, helped Mystics with her red make-up blusher~, helped Jasmine do her eyebrows and contour, and helped Kazu do his make-up.

Kazu's make-up is the longest one, as usual. OTL

After that, my stomach started to act up. First thing in my mind "... CRAP. OTL"
After sitting down for so long, I stood up and followed Kazu, but he walked so energetically till I cannot catch up with him...

Saikang warrior - 1

I then sat down and leaned on the wall, and my stomach started to act up very badly. I decided to vomit out. Sheyan then followed me to the toilet, where I tried forcely vomit out the disturbing sushi, but apparently it was all stomach fluid gas. The pain slowly dispersed around my stomach area, but less pain. Sat down at the same spot, and slowly chat away....

Mystics then got back from her cosplaying, and wanted to eat her lunch. Chatted with her, then Bentoh and Nefuro joined in, chatted with Nefuro and with my shivering hands and chattering of teeth, and laughed~

SO, after 4 hours of sitting at the same spot, chattering of my teeth, freezing like hell, shivering like no end, waiting like an idiot, no signs of Kazu pei-ing me.
GAH, WHATEVER. Q uQ
I kept waiting, until someone told me that my fingernails are starting to look like the colour blue.
I instantly cried. Because I pratically waited for him and my stomach is not helping AT ALL.

After seeing BenJ and talking to him, hiding my stupid tears, he went off, rushing, and soon later,

THE HOLY IDIOT APPEARS.

Oh great, he finally appeared, and I broke down again. My hands were freezing and my feet were freezing too. Kazu was worried and started to keep me warm.

Soon, everyone else got back, and wanting to get out of that damn hall, I rushed Kazu, because my stomach started to act up again. The weird vomiting feeling. ; A;!!

After eating and gossiping with Jasmine, Leonard, Kazu and ... I don't know his name de guy, I felt better but super weird. Went back home with a little arguments and apologies, bathed in SUPER HOT WATER.

HEAVEN. I AM ON CLOUD NINE. Homg, seriously traumatized. I don't dare to switch on my aircon ever again. OTL

and I think I have fever. Ah well. Rest tomorrow bah. OTL

Ciaossu!
-Miho

Review for whatever I had been doing.

2010-10-20T19:46:00.000-07:00

I know I am not supposed to do this, but...
heck.

I AM DAMN SCARED.
A few more minutes, and I have to go. Argh.
Today, is the start of O levels.
Which is practical, science, practical.
I am fine with Chemistry, but screwed for Biology.

Yay, thank you Biology for adding colours to my life!! -sarcasm-
OTL

Goodness, I had been studying, staying at home, cramming for how long?
My legs were so stiff when I got out of the house to meet him, once in the blue moon chances.
T uT
I lost balance, really. OTL

Okay, time to prepare.
Bye~
-Miho

Review for ... the months that I did not update. 8D

2010-09-24T11:24:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I was lazy. HOHO.

So, my art is completed, FINALLY. Goodness, it took up my prelims timing. OTL
No wonder I flunked for Maths paper 1. -smacks head on bed-

My room is re-arranged in the manner that it became cosier and more comfortable. Not to mention, they installed an air-con in my room, which also adds in to the cosy and comfortable atmosphere.

Which means, I am screwed, as I will be distracted from studies.

I have a solution though, which is study outside. Ryuna Jas has been helping me by telling me to finish my work before going home. Very glad to be back with her again. :D

Also, I have talked to Alanna and Saleha again, that means my depression is fully gone. However, I lost my confidence.

Last time, I kept thinking "Faster get it over and done with."
Now, thinking about it, I wish there is more time for me to get prepared. So yeah, I am not prepared for O levels, and I am pratically panicking. Yet, other people were like "I am more worried about your examinations than you are."

Truth is, I was, also, panicking, but I don't show it on my face.
Because once I panic, I will get nervous and scaed, and I will cry.
So I forced myself not to panic.
Yet, instead of panicking, I am more of worried.
They say "Don't worry! You can do it de!"
Thanks, but, no thanks. I am not sure myself anymore.
I will try my best, but will prepared for the worse.

Alright, it is 2 going to 3, and Kazu is having his second day of work today. Three more days, and after his NS test, he is free. So, time to occupy my time by going to the library and study bah.

So so, see ya after O levels!
I will come in to check once in the while.
See ya!!
-Miho

[ . April's Update . ]

2010-05-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Another month passed. Again.
I got myself out of depression, started to smile more.
Nah, I don't want to waste my life saying how life sucks.
Re-assure, sister, I won't be those people who kill themselves.
I love my life already, with great sister and great parents.
So yeap! :3

So, Mid-years started.
Arghh!! I want to just ... smack everything and run off.
Yay! Happy~ 8D
Was able to talk to Night again. <3
Ahh, so much things happened. Then Kazu did his Miku Sandplay Dragon version.
So. Much. Prettier. Than. Me. DAMMIT. D:
RAWR, Kazuuu!!! You learnt from me, is it?! TT wTT;;

Started laughing like no one's business and started to have more friends.
Also, my father approved of Kazu being my boyfriend!
I was SHOCKED when my mother told me "Your father accepted him as a boyfriend already!"
The problem is, Kazu has to talk to my father, or my father change his mind. @ w@;
Oto-san!! You too mean lar! ; 3;
Then ... my photoshoot come.
Argh, it is just yesterday and it like ... 10th May!!
Homg, I am that slow to update my blog. ; w;

f(x) is back with awesome music.
I fell in love with this song.

... High-pitched much? Haha. xD
Should I let Kazu listen? Make him girlier? 8D
-got shot-

-Miho

LOVE YOU ALL. Thanks for being there for me when I was depressed!

. March Review .

2010-04-12T06:01:00.000-07:00

... It had been a while. Since I lasted blogged.
Sorry, was busy, depressed and mood-swinging like mad.

After that incident, my caring best friends left me.
I fell straight into depression.
Yes, to people who went out with me, I was pulling a fake smile.
Forgive me, I really have no mood to smile, so pulling a fake smile is the least I can do.
I suffered about 3-4 weeks depression, and I hate to say it but I am still facing depression.
It is not his fault, it is something else.

Okay~ So let's start with March holidays.
Stressed, bored and deprived of his appearance, I braced myself by going out with oka-san and my friends.
and sadly enough, I totally forgotten how he looks like.
Oh god, what kind of girlfriend am I. -facepalm-
So my holidays ended with his arrival.
Since he missed out White Day, he gave me a couple ring on that exact day.
Together with a usagi pencil box and a panda plushie.

The next day was his belated birthday party.
I will not explain more because explaining it more hurts me.
That day was the most horrifying but painfully memorable for me.

After that, I could not concentrate in class.
I dozed off everytime I want to focus.
but everytime I think about it, mood drops, and I just want to close my eyes and sleep forever.
And surprisingly, I forgot a lot of information during that week.
I felt like stepping into a brand new school.

... Yeah, it is scary.
This is my important year, and I felt new to everything.
Okay, I will not brag into this.
So, my skin got worse, due to stress and the hot weather.
I am getting lack of sleep, because I choose to wait for someone's phone call.
Now I am sooo sleepy till I thought it was 12+ when it is just 9:35.

Right now, I have decided to stop cosplaying for a time being.
The lastest I will be doing is on Cosfest.
Or so. I am not so sure...
Whatever is it, I will be hitting more on photoshoots next year.
I will start on 'SHERYL☆' project and 'Megurine Luka' project.
Yeah, icons FTW~

Photos from Vocaloid and Kuroshitsuji have yet to be editted...
ARGH, I want photoshop again.
Music...
Hmm.

Yeah, have been hearing depressing songs.
I hope my depression get away before I will just fall deeply...

-Miho

[ . February Review . ]

2010-03-02T07:24:00.000-08:00

Lollipop Part 2 is in my head.
OH GOD, I WANT THAT PHONE.
... Sheesh, what a way to start off my review.

Anyway, February ... is ... the toughest month ... I ever ... encountered.
Also meaning that February is one hell of the year.
Let me see, what happened during this month :
- My phone got consficated.
- CAs is really screwed up.
- Used up about 50% of my ang bao money.
- Mood swings screwed up my brain.
- Just screwed up.
Anyway. One month down, a few more months till many many obstacles I yet to face.
Oh God, how long am I going to endure all these craps...

February, I celebrated early Valentine's Day with Kazu because Valentine's Day is on Chinese New Year.
... and we can't celebrate on Chinese New Year, because we have visiting to do.
Right now, I am waiting for White Day.

... You don't know what's White Day?
I shall explain.
In Japanese culture, on Valentine's Day, females gives to their lovers or crushes something to show their love.
On White Day, which is one month after Valentine's Day, males give their lovers a gift to thank them for showing their love.
or something like that.

As I was saying, in the month of February, we have CA.
Some teachers are really helpful, and are so good that even arranged a retest for us...
While some just smack our papers back to us, saying we fail.
Stressed much? Awesome...
Nowadays, I am having lack of sleep.
Even it is hard to keep awake during lessons...
Ah sheesh! MUST NOT GIVE UP. -smacks self awake-
It is really time to make use of the time. @ A@;;

I did not cosplay for one whole month~ Woohoo~
Should keep up this way, huh. I wonder.
Teru told me to set up my priorities, and the first one is studying.
I did not forget you, Kazu~ It is just that 'O' levels love killing us.
So yeah. -emos-

Holidays are coming and YAY, I finally have my sleep.
... I think.
Let me see. -takes out schedule-
15th March - Photoshoot with Kazu.
16th March - Party~
20th March - The Cathay or chalet... Still thinking.
Ah well, the rest of the free days, I shall hit the books.
Literally. Hit the books. -slams books on table-

Hmm, I had changed a bit, becoming more enthu about my homework and rushing my studies...
Oh sheesh, forget it, I haven't change a bit, I am still tired. xD;;

Right now, K-ara songs are in my head.
YES, INCLUDING MISTER. TT ATT;
Dammit, Suzu, you got me addicted to that butt-shaking song. -headdesk-
And this is one of their new songs~
K-ara - Lupin

Alright, I shall await for the next review

P.S. : .. IF ONLY I CAN DANCE LIKE THOSE PEOPLE IN DEFDANCE.
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -headdesk-

January's Review

2010-02-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

Hey hey~ Masaaki Miho here.

2010 started off fine, until I lost my voice with sore throat.
Hard straining my voice, especially through the phone.
So missed one whole week of school. : D
Unfortunately, I did not really catch up with everything, was lost at week 3.
Teachers then expected me to pass up, but was still trying to rush everything.
After much cramming, still did not pass up because I forgot to bring.
Chinese teacher called, and I went crazy.
I admitted I did not really do the homework, but I swear that I passed up the homework.
Now is English teacher, and I broke down a total of four times.
It is because I forgot the English template was underneath a pile of books and did not bring to school for a whole week, she lost my trust.
Pretty much nearly wanted to go crazy and cry in public.
Oh wait, I did. . A.
Please, it is embarassing. TT ATT;;

Everyone now is asking about my homework.
and I really feel like going crazy.
For this whole month, I can't believe how many homework I finished.
It is not like last time. That's why I am shocked.
I also thought this month is March, when it is just February or January.
Even my favourite hobby is driving me to the wall.
I can't sew, I have to find tailor.
I can't do make-up, I have to ask a friend.
I can't do props, ... that is for real.
I can't really style my wig, but seriously, I suck at it.
I broke all the rules for a real cosplayer.
So practically, I fail.
No one is supporting me, except for Izumi and Teru.
... I don't know about Kazu, but yeah.

I had scheduled myself with gym trainings and going out for this semester.
♥Monday - Hit the gym with Jovin, train her.
♥Tuesday - Hit the gym. ( replace with anything which is more important. )
♥Wednesday - ( Current ) CCA, at night, Hip Hop class.
♥Thursday - Hit the gym with Suzu, then study with her.
♥Friday - ( Current ) CCA.
♥Saturday - Chinese tuition in the morning, hand out with Kazu later.
♥Sunday - Follow my sister to her dance class, then go shopping.
Yes, I am watching my diet and my studies.
Also joining Hip Hop classes because I want to throw my stess on dancing.
I want slim figure, prease. -prays- TT ATT;;

Goals and aims -
♪Get about 10 - 16 points for 'O' levels
♪Dance like BoA
♪Get into a Design or Media School
♪Continue having a strong relationship with Kazu and my sister. ♥
♪Hanging out with my best friends, Saleha and Alanna, more often. ;3
♪Be more positive.

Haha, my designing for post sucks. 8D
Here is a song I am currently obsessed with~ ♥

The way she dance is AWESOME and so as her songs.
Great that she hit the USA, heh? :3

Alright, going to have Bio test tomorrow.
Wait for next month's review. 8D

-Miho

2009-10-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

'N' levels are OVERRRRRR.
I am GLAD that it is OVER. Ah shheesssshhh.
These three days I have been going out~
And I am happy, because it is hard to stay at home 24/7 hours for one whole month.
Anyway, I just had a photoshoot yesterday. . w.
Let me see...
Met Kurohoshi with Kazu at Dhoby Ghaut MRT and met Yuuwa over there too.
Then went all the way to somewhere near Park Mall and met the other photographer. . A.
Walked across the traffic lights and realised that Kurohoshi hates sunlight.
... No wonder she is sooo pale. . A.
Reached to Fort Canning Park and went to change...
Kurohoshi did make-up, and the way she did was very cute~
I remembered how she went hyper over putting eyelashes on me. . w.;;
Did some photos and went really very tired.
Yeah, I woke up like 7 A.M. in the morning being scared whether the costume is not dry.
Went to Marina Barrage, and was pratically scared of being splashed by the water or kiddies running around wet. . A.
But the pictures were NICE. ^ w^~~
I will be waiting for Tuesday~
GAMBATTE, SUZU! ^ O ^!

-Miho

A little update~

2009-08-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

I am just wondering.
WHY DID KANAME NOT VIST SINGAPOREEE? D:
Uwahhh. -sobs-
I bet many people will be going fangirling or maybe faint by just seeing him. = w=;;
Ah well, we can always fangirl for another person. 8D

-got shot-

Anyway, on Friday~
After school, Laina-dear and I went to Terminal 1~
Wanted to study in McDonalds' but somehow got chased away.
Because they just opened 'McCafe' and they 'expected more people'.
So whatever.
Laina and I then walked around in Terminal 1 and 'explored' around.
Camwhored a lot~
So much till the fact Laina thought that the shadow was a ghost.
I lol-ed.
We then found a place very isolated.
GREAT PHOTOSHOOT PLACE. + w+!
Studied for a moment, and camwhored~
Then went back home.

On Saturday~
Was sleeping damn soundly until Uke-chan called.
Lady, 9:30 A.M. then call me for what sia. I r sleeping leh.
Went to Tampines Mall and was wondering why I could not sleep there.
Arrived, and went to look for Uke-chan and Teruki~
TERUKI HAS KUROSHITSUJI AND KHR CHARACTER BOOK. RAWRRR.
Anyway, after watching G.I.Joe, thinking it is a mixture of Touhou, Mario and ... the froggy thing that cross the road full of cars shiat crap, we went to get Uke-chan's brother his ... string for his yo-yo.
What's with people and their yo-yo fetish nowadays. = A=;
Went to the Sky garden and slacked there, while Teruki and Uke-chan's brother played their yo-yos.
I remembered I smacked myself on the door
and got a blue-black on my left knee. -emos-
Anyway, went to get Uke-chan's extentions~
Teruki and Uke-chan har! Only make me want to have extentions only! D;
After then went back home.

-sighs-
I missed going out.
I need to shop moree~
-rolls around-

Korean songs are in my head now, rawrr~
EDIT:
A little video for you all. <3

-Miho

Summarizing Everything since Cosfest...

2009-08-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, let me calm down first.
Before I start nosebleeding over again for Vocaloid's Magnet song again.
... Boys Edition.
-faints-

Alright, I am back to life.
Let me fly back all the way to Cosfest.
Rushed to Suzu's house~ Get my make-up done there~
Thanks my lovely lovely darling. <3
Then rushed to Downtown East with my Sebby.
Uke-chan, for those two days, ish my seme. Just TWO days.
Because she got platforms and she is taller than me, by a few CMs. = w=;
My Sebby flown to elsewhere to do her singing competition, while I walk around.
I might as well say that I am doing solo. = 3=
I was alone for about 1-2 hours.

Starved myself and waited for Uke-chan until 4 PM, then we went and eat lunch.
Uke-chan ... continue playing with her wig while I eat my lunch/dinner.
After the event, we went to Wai Yi A.K.A fujiwarachiaki house.
Tried to fix the zip, but spoilt.
... I am fat. -emos-

The next day, rushed to Suzu's house again~
The first time I see her wearing the scarf thing on her head. 8D
LOOK SOOOOO CUTE LUH, DEAR. xD
Took taxi then rushed to Uke-chan's house.
Got irritated by her being pissed off over someone rushing her, but ah well.
Nagged at her brother to study while I wore the costume again.
Ahhhh. -headdesk-
Reached there, waited for Uke-chan again.
After she sung her song, we went parading with G.U.I.L.T-HikariHayate and ... I forgot who.
Then Uke-chan has to go back home.
Accompanied her until her parent's car arrived, then go irritate Scarlette. 8D
Asked her to help me take off the costume, if not I will be stuck in there for about 20 minutes. = w=;;
Then gone back home~

It was tiring, but I am glad to meet everyone there. ^ w^~

I just received back my prelims results.
Overall, one word describes all. Degrading.
I could have a farking A1 for Combined Science, because of careless mistakes, I got a B4.
SCREW IT. Seriously.
And I failed English, by one mark.
Now I am horribly scared for 'N' levels.
Screw examinations. TT___TT;;

I ... shall fly away now.
Like my new blogskin? 8DDD

-Miho

EDIT : ... I am addicted to 2NE1.
Gah. >:
Here is one of the songs I like~

Also, I shall post up one of my camwhores I did. xD

Sticking to You, Like a Magnet

[ . Aishiteru Ja Nai Yo, Urusai . ]

2009-06-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

Aishiteru ja nai yo, urusai.
Ima shinde kudasai.

Lawl. Random quote.
And I am lazy to translate it for you, so yeah~ xD
This is to a random person who pissed me off.

Today, had only 4 hours of sleep and went to use the computer.
AND BSOD just has to happen. TT ATT
Rushed the MRT station and met Uke-chan~
Then flown to City Hall and met Suzu~
After that we gone to eat Marvelous Cream! LOVE IT TO BITS. <3
It tasted like heaven and costed me $9.80.
-emos-

After that, we RUSHED to Esplanade to meet Crim-crim, Rinya and Tsukihami.
I can feel a HUGE gap in between them.
Seriously, I tried my best to get them together, and get to know each other~
Finally Suzu went up to Crim-crim and said that she has big eyes. 8D
SHINE, Suzu! Say that with your SHINY eyes. xD

Went to change while a few idiots are playing with balloons outside the toilet.
No, we got a shock of our lifes when the balloons burst.
AND I hate that irritating bursting sound.
Changed, and let Suzu did my make-up.
I r lurve joor make-up skills, juu must teach me~~

Went for photoshoot~
With Kaito ~~being gay and SMEXY~~ and Nigaito ~~being NOT shy at all, more like dumb~~.
GAH. Costume too baggy. -cries-
Ended up with a pose with Macross Frontier crossover.
WTF. YEAH, MY WIG COLOUR SUITS RANKA. KTHXBAI. -emos-
Then camwhored for a while.

.... SUZU AND UKE-CHAN CAMWHORED WITH MY HANDPHONE WHILE I WAS CHANGING.
ROAR. D<

Anyway. Flown to Bugis and get neoprints~
I AM BEING TOO GENEROUS, AM I? D:
I just spent $16 for neoprints. = 3=
Uke-chan paid $6.
And someone harassed Suzu by touching her butt.
Yeah, if I found out who is it, I will personally go there and take my chopper.
WITH SHINY SHARP BLADE.
Watch it. I will stab you.

Ah well. I don't have the pictures now. D:
-headdesk-
Going to sleep early today...
My sister just told me that my eyebags gotten worse. D:
-emos-

I have been addicted to Erementar Gerad.
And I think I will be doing Ren ( Reverie Metherlence ) cosplay for next year.
After my 'O' levels, that is.
Anyone wants to be my Coud? ; ;

OKAY. My cosplay plans are FULLY packed.
No more. I will just die. D8

I feel "I need you"
I just miss you in my life.
I will never leave you.
I want to promise you!!

-Miho

[ . Drowning in The Sea of Loneliness . ]

2009-06-17T09:44:00.001-07:00

I am not myself again.
Seriously.

Listening to Cherish for me only makes me go depressed.
Cherish... Yeah, cherish those moments, before they slowly fade away.
Cherish those laughs that was heard in school, cherish those tears that flowed down those cheeks, cherish those feelings that eventually broke the red heart of mine.

Cherish.
In Dictionary.com, cherish is...
1. to hold or treat as dear; feel love for: to cherish one's native land.
2. to care for tenderly; nurture: to cherish a child.
3. to cling fondly or inveterately to: to cherish a memory.

I loved those moments, but it is slowly fading.
I feel like as if I am nothing.
No. It is just a feeling of drowning, and that no one can saves this feeling.
It is scary, but I don't dare to confess it.
I am scared that people just turned around and walk away, saying "From now onwards, I will not know you anymore."
The feeling is still stuck in me.

I treat my friends with care.
I love them, because I believe they will love me back.
Giving them what they need, sacrificing so many things to meet up their needs.
All I want is ... their ... love.
I don't feel it.
And I don't know why.

I wonder. Does my friends even like me?
Do they even treat me like how they treat others?

These feelings...
They are still with me.
Until I realized I am never lonely, this feeling might fade off.
... Who knows.

Streetfest 09!

2009-06-13T11:06:00.000-07:00

Woke up late and was SUPER blur.
So instead of going to Somerset, I flown to SEMBAWANG.
Wtf.
So flown back to Somerset and met Zelmer. OH GOD, I WAS LOST. ; ;
Anyway, went to change, and got out of the toilet.
It is weird, I swear.
Zelmer was asking what I need, I turned my head behind and looked at him, then he went "CUTE"
... wtf.

After putting make-up and placing wax in wig, the epic group is ready to leave!
When we reached the venue, we were asked to do a pose~
And we posed~ And stood there for ..... 5 to 10 minutes?
Around there.
But there was a swarm of photographers like bees coming out from the beehives. = A=;;
Ah well, the most I can find in SGCafe are closed up to Kaito. = w=
-hides behind Kaito again-

Anyway, Pheliosstar told me go in front of the Vocaloid group.
Well, I don't want because Nigaito's character is meant to be SHY. . A.
But they placed me in front. >:
-headdesk-
Later, they dragged me into competition.
NOOOO. I don't want. ; ;
-sniffs-

Ah well. We went to the booth at 3:30 PM as instructed, but there was a band playing, so we have to wait till 4 PM. = 3=
After that, we went there at 4 PM as instructed and was told to come back 1 hour later.
.... WHAT. D:
No choice, so we went and rest...
Drink water or what so...
Then started camwhoring...

and the whole team started to camwhore. xDD

Me : -looks at Zelmer-
Zelmer : -stares-
Me : -stares-
-silence-
Me : ... Kira! -does Ranka Lee's pose-
Zelmer : Poooof~

... No, I don't know what happened. xD
15 minutes before stage time, Kaito and I went to the MALE toilet for touch-up of make-up.
LAWLAWLAWL.
Then Rin comes in to tell us that we have to go already.
"
PFFT. Sorry, Rin. xD
Went on stage, being SUPER out of character, went down.
WTF. -emos-

Went to take neoprints...
But they filter all GREEEN. So, no place for me.
-emos- ~~wanted to give a chu to Kaito. -sniffs-~~
Ah well.
Then I realised I lost my glasses, but good thing the cleaner kept it. <3
Then went back home...

and refreshed myself with a bath.
-sighs- xD

Ah well~ Await for the next one~

MOE SHOTA LEN
A.K.A NightXX-
OH HOHOHOHOHOHO~
-got shot-

-Miho

Swimming or slacking?~

2009-06-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

LAWL. Sorry for the title. xD
Woke up by my mother like ... 10:58 AM.
Packed and rushed to Uke-chan's house~ Reached there about 12:30? o wo
Anyway~ Went there, tested out some ~~yaoi~~ poses and surfed the net until 3 PM. = w=;;
One of the most memorable thing is, uke-chan trying to bind her boobs, but she can't.
SO I helped, and she go "WTF."

Me : "... Kufufufu."
Uke-chan : "I BITE YOU TO DEATH. >E"
-silence-
Uke-chan : "TO THE EXTREME! xD"

LAWL. WTF.
Went swimming...
and Uke-chan does want to go to part where the sun is shining at.
Had to swim towards her, DRAGGGGGGG her, then she follow.
That lady. -sighs- = 3=
THEN WENT TO BATH.
Later, went into the sauna. WITH OUR CLOTHES.
Oh wtf, uke-chan juu CHEATER.
After that she went to bath, and I WENT TO HARASS HER. 8DDD
-got shot-

Anyway, later, we got back to her house, packed up everything and rushed out.
Flown to Tampines MRT, then to Bedok, then bus. = w=b
CAMWHORE ALL THE WAY.
Sorry, my uke-chan will be SUPER pai seh. So I can't post it up here. ; ;

AND I FOUND A SEME~~~
YAY~ SEME-SAN~ <3
The secret will be out on this Saturday. <3
-glomps her seme again- <3

-Miho

KC Family Day 2009!

2009-05-31T06:37:00.000-07:00

Haunted House is a success! Phew...

Anyway, woke up at 6 AM, flew to buy pancake and bread then rushed to school.
Helped with the wigs and some make-ups and off the ghost-chans went~
I had to be Suzu's eyes for a moment because she was pratically blind but uke-chan insisted on wearing the red contact lens. :X
I wore and everyone goes like "OMG, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYES?!" or "OMG, YOUR EYES".
... Happened about 300++ times already. = w=;
Anyway, 'paraded' around the school with uke-chan and went in the Human Sphere with uke-chan too.
GAH, YOU HYPERACTIVE HAMSTER.
I did nothing but she was RUNNING AROUND like no one's business.
-lies on the ball flat- = w=;

About 1:30, it was my shift.
Went in the Haunted House and had to control the smoke machine~
WITH MY DEGREE-LESS RED CONTACT LENS.
So tried putting back my original but PHAILED.
Want to get my glasses back but FORGOT TO BRING. ; ;
So control it blindly.
Hey, no one gave me detailed instructions, 'kay? ; ;

Anyway, went out at about 2:30 and went to uke-chan's class for a few minutes.
Really had no appetite, so donated to their class $1. 8D
Donate to my class $2. 8DDDD
-got shot-

Anyway, some memorable moments are ... :
- Suzu camwhored with MY handphone camera.
- Uke-chan is VERY VERY hyper when she is in the human sphere.
- Alanna laughed at high-pitched guys screaming.
- Two people cried in the Haunted House and 1 person fainted.

Family Day is a success, huh? :3
Great day to you all~ <3

-Miho

Coscon + HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUG~

2009-05-23T08:13:00.000-07:00

Went out with UKE-CHAN again today~ <3
Went to see her family eat and feel DAMN out over there. -keeps quiet-
Nevermind, then flew to Suntec City to see Coscon~ xD

Met LIQING, Harenai, and Crimsom_Cerberus.
Nicknames are Meiko Sweetheart, darling and CRIMMY-MIMI.
Anyway~ Gave chu to all of them~ xDD
AND uke-chan~ <3
Sorry hor, I don't know whether I got left you out or not. ; ;
After that, flown to JUST NOODLES ( or Just Acia ) to eat with the group.
deathbymugging ish SHOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE. -squeezes cheeks- > w<;;
Had a pocky, hot green tea and pepsi. Ho god, sho fatting. ; ;

Then rushed to Eugenia's birthday~
Well, can't really remember so many things, but met a lot of nice good friends and a ... someone to bully at. o wo
Changed to a purple dress because I don't bring my things for nothing. ; ;
Sang happy birthday to her~ and see people give her so nice presents~
-envies- xD
Then went back, and realized I left my wallet there.
GWAH. I am sho blur. TT _TT;;
Then went back home on a bus full of -cough- sorry to be racist here but -cough- Malays shouting here and there.
Good thing I got my MP3 with me. ^ w^~
After that, flew back home while singing~ xD

GAH. IT IS 12 AM ALREADY?! I felt it is like 11 PM. ; ;
Okay, prepare to sleep~ xDD

-Miho

Lollipop!

2009-05-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

GAH. SCREW JUU SUZU.
You made me addicted to this song.
-strangles- TT ATT;;

I am growing addicted to Korean songs.
Wonder Girls too~
Yesh, I like Irony. xD

OKAY~ I ADMIT~ I AM ADDICTED~ xD
Darn you Suzu~~~~ -strangles- > w<~

Anyway, went out with Suzu, Laina and SAMMIE-CHAN today~
To parkway only. xD
Went to Subway and bought cookies~ ~~REMIND ME, NOT TO SPEND UNNECESSARY!~~
Went to make police reporrt about the handphone...
Then waited for Suzu to go on the bus~
Then went back home. 8D

OH GOD, YESH, NO MORE EXAMSSSSSS!!~~~
-dances around-
Okay, now got prepare for Prelims.

-shivers-
-emos-

-Miho

Freeeeeedoooooommmm~~~

2009-05-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

YEshhhhh, I finally can feel the fresh air. <3

Anyway, went out with uke-chan today~
Her new hairstyle arh... I has no words to say. o wo
but nevermind~

Went to Tampines Mall and waited for her ONE HOUR.
SCREW JUUUU.
You will suffer. MUAHAHAHAH -headdesk-
Went to Tampines Mall 1 to eat~
Shared tables with an auntie and a baby who called uke-chan "gor gor"
PFFFFFFT.
Okay nevermind.

After that went to Comic Connection~
SUCKS TO BE YOU, UKE-CHAN.
I was able to have 30% discount off because I am a member of Comic Connection and they give discounts for TAIWAN BOOKS.
Too bad, uke-chan has to use her money for an ENGLISH manga.
Ah well, happy-go-lucky.

We went to Chinatown after that to buy her lace.
Ohohoho
I am getting ready to see your Miku neh, uke-chan. -xedo face-
After that, we gone shopping at Bugis.
I hate the smell. TT wTT;;
But I am glad I bought something~
-treasures it- <3
After that went back home~

and realised my handphone is STOLEN.
-emos-

Ah well! Think positive!
Uke-chan~ LET'S GO SHOPPING AGAIN~
WITH SUZU~
LET'S GO CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
-headdesk- Ita...

-Miho

P.S : Yesh, I changed the blogskin.
Love Sebby plox. :3

2009-04-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

@ Nightxx- and Fions mummy~ : Thanks for the responses for my stress and depressions~ I will continue to study like mad, especially with all my brains~

-headdesk-

SUZU, MY DEAR ARH.
GO AND STUDY YOUR SCIENCE ARHHHH~~~
You don't know ANYTHING about Chemistry lehhhh~~~~
I am doing notes for you naoz, and at the same time revising all the chapters for Mid-years.

TT wTT
My dear arhhhhhhhh~~~ Your chem arhhhhh~~~~~ I worried about you already lehhhhhhh~~~~
Last year before EOY exams, I asked you questions that might be coming out for the exams, you don't know how to answer most of them lehhhhh~~~
Even if you know, your answers are all unclear lehhhhH~~~~
AIYOOOOOOO~~~
Careful arh, dear!!! Don't fall down again!!!
You fall down and knock your head again arh,
I will die also, leh. D:
[/rant]

Okay. Let me headdesk againz.
-headdesk-

Baiz~ 8DDDd

-Miho

2009-03-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

I want to cosplay more.
I seriously want to.
._.

Sucks to have people who does not understand what is your favourite hobby.
Sucks to have restrictions.
Sucks to have limitions.
Sucks to have dumbness and childhood deprivation.
Sucks to have a forgetful memory.

Sucks to be me.

Everytime I see cosplayers proudly posting their pictures only, I only sit on this pathetic chair, staring or envying the cosplayer.
I want to cosplay more.

... But I lack the skills.
I don't even know how to sew.
I don't even know how to use the chalk.
I don't even know how to plan out the cloth.

and it hurts me a lot.
I am becoming plain dumber... and dumber.
I am rotting physically and mentally.
Over small things, I started crying.
... What is going on with me?
What is wrong with me?

I don't know.

-Miho

Woots for New one~

2009-03-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

I created a new blog for my cosplay stuffs.
Maybe I should put it on private, just in case. = 3=;;

http://masaakimiho.blog124.fc2.com/
Yeah, my blog for cosplay only.
... After today, I am going to make it private. = 3=;;

And alsooo~
I am selling my Chua Churam for $100~
Yeah, I need money~
Only avalible in Singapore though~

Those who are interested,please SMS me at 92211512.
If you give spammage SMS, I am not going to reply you back, meaning, I am ignoring you.
Please tell me that you want to buy the Chua Churam~ Thanks~~ XDD

2009-02-17T07:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Kaito

17th February
Vocaloid Kaito

Yeah, I am MAD about Kaito. <3
It will be better if Len give a small kiss on his cheekkkkk~
~~Or maybe a hickey or ... just do yaoi. -nosebleed-~~

...I am thinking yaoi.
Yeah, it is been weeks since I neglected yaoi.
-emos-
Studies~ What you expect~

... Can I migrate to Hong Kong?
I want to cosplay for life. >:
-is cosplay crazy too-

-Miho

2009-02-10T06:09:00.000-08:00

Guess I am going to be alone on this Saturday.
Probably going to shade out all the sketches I drew on Monday.
and going to throw in more stress into my brains.

Life point taken away + 1.

... what has I doing yesterday...?

-Miho

2009-02-07T09:02:00.000-08:00

Gah. Bone crack. = 3=~

Anyway.
Went out today~~

Thanks to the Persona 4 gang, I feel very very happy. xD

Sadly, I forgot a few things... ._.
Even if I want to share it, I can't.

-emos-

So sorry. -glooms-

-Miho

2009-02-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

Heartbroken.
Why? No one knows. Only the female herself knew that she was just too devasted to the country she just left. Her dark brown eyes closed for a minute and starts thinking. All the homeworks, her best friend starting to ignore her, her art homework, and the most heartbreaking message before leaving Australia. The female then thought of what happened just a few hours before departure...

With her father looking angry, she softly speaks through the payphone,"Er... Can I say something to you, Elky?"
"Yeah, sure," he replied back with a sweet tone.
"... I love you, okay?" she rushed the words out of her mouth, "Okay, I have to go now, alright? See you"
"Wai-", before he could say anything, she placed the phone down and rushed to her parents.

Opening her eyes, she looked at the small TV which was placed in the backseat of the plane's chair. Even with her jacket on, she felt colder. She placed the blue jacket onto her shoulder and started to sink into thoughts again. After a few seconds, she realised tears are forming in her eyes. Did not want to show her tears to her mother and sister sitting beside her, she quickly held back and told to herself,"... Like what Elky says all the time. 'It will be okay.', right?"

A small smile appeared on her mouth.

His voice is still in her head, even though she missed him.
And she felt that her relationship with him got deeper.

and I called him today again. 8D
Okay, sorry for the story mode.

Gold Coast is fun, for your information and those people who wants to ask me "how is the Australia trip?"

Well, I have to sleep now, so I might be updating this post on Thursday.

Depends on my mood. <3

Right, Aaroooooooooon? -stares at the person who she called but got caught off because his phone has no battery-

-Miho

P.S. : Yup, I decided to use his name instead of "Elky". So ... -flies away-

2009-01-28T01:00:00.000-08:00

Will be away in Australia.

Will be back on 2nd Feb.
See you all by then, okay?

-Miho

2009-01-23T19:36:00.000-08:00

My stomach hurts for three days...
So starving phails. ._.

Anyway~
Went out with Yoke Teng on Thursday~
Actually wanted to meet at 3PM, but got a bit lost and met at near 4 PM. .A.
So flied to Art Friends to do homework~~~
then did a little bit of shopping, before flying off to Far East Plaza.
Thanks to her, I got a CNY dress already. : D
Damn purple, can? : D
Then rushed back home~

JUST A FEW MORE DAYS TO MY AUSTRALIA TRIP. So damn happy.
Finally have some stress relier. = A=;;

New addictions!
Eternal Sonata, Ar Tonelico and Atelier Iris.
All de games... -fangirls- 8D

-Miho

2009-01-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

It is damn official.
I am suffering from sleeping disorders, emotional roller coaster rides and stress.
It is really official.
I have just blown out.

Something is very wrong with me.
Must be stress.

-Miho

P.S : .. Help.

2009-01-11T12:11:00.000-08:00

I want to do Junjou Romantica....
Nowaki X Hiroki. <3
Must see Uke-chan wants it or not.
Need to get ready raping skills. 8D
+1

Have to cancel somemore cosplay plans...
Grawr. I hate you, 'N' levels.
You made everyday a greaattttt day. Especially for art.

"I looooove them balls"
-Kou Ichijou

Meh, I LOLed at that part.

-Miho

EDIT : I am officially scared of myself. I am scared of having smaller eyes. I am scared of being fatter. I am scared of not doing a good cosplay.

I am scared, okay?
What am I going to do...

2009-01-04T14:17:00.000-08:00

Grawrr~
Watched Persona 4 videos again~
Izanagi, you die. You made your wife angry. Ohohoho.

Anyway.
~~Anyone wants to sell their kunais? 8D~~
Nevermind, I will make myself. = 3=;;

Grawrr~~

... Yeah, I am bored. xD

-Miho

2009-01-01T07:08:00.000-08:00

Weeee~
It is New Year!
So I will placed what I want on here~~~~

Persona 4 Official Design Works Artbook. ;A;
I WANT IT.
~~So I can post up Yosuke's picture everywhere. 8D~~

Anyway!
Was out with Yuki yesterday...
Went to Hima-chan's party...

and had a lot of fun with Yuki.
xD

Laughed and chatted about cosplay and everything...
then went to Dhoby Ghaut because we are too bored.
and slacked in there~~

After slacking~
and counting down with Izumi, we slowly walked back home, after taking MRT.
Then took taxi back home. <3

Ah well. Tomorrow, is back to school...
I don't want to go back...
I will miss my bed.
._.

I guess it is time for me to sleep.
As instructed by Yuki's friend... "8 hours of sleep"
Yep. Sleeping now and waking up at about 5 to 6 AM.

- Miho

P.S. : Oh don't worry. I killed myself by watching Persona 4 videos the whole of today.
<3

2008-12-23T11:29:00.000-08:00

OH WOW. It is like 2 days after Christmas.
And I have...
A sake body scrub to kill dead skin and burn fats?
Chocolate with wine inside. No I did not go drunk.
A plain book for my new diary. <3 A tshirt. From my grandpa.
Chocolates from my aunt in overseas. ( cause me to have sore throat )
and ... more from friends. 8DDD
Anyway~ For Christmas, I shall give everyone thanks.
And don't even bother arguing why the hell your name is not in here.
I can bite, you know. :3
Let's start~

Yuki/Night
You are DAMN random when you are on the phone with me...
and you have nothing to talk. = 3=;;
But anyway.
Thanks for helping with my cosplay stuff. >_<>and hope you won't hear more whinings from me. -got shot-

Hazel/Izumi
~~MY UKE.~~ -got shot-
Your lameness made me laugh. Very badly.
Your laughter is so funny that you made the whole atmosphere cheerful, from gloomy. = 3=;;
You endured my whackings and everything.
Even when you are sad, I tried my best to make you happy...

... but made myself cry. Awesome, right?
Thanks for all ~~your entertainment~~ and your concern. 8D
-glomps-

Suzu/Saleha
Ting-a-ling-a-ling?
-got shot-
We been through a lot, huh?
Broke our friendship up because of my jealousy.
But came back to you all, because I feel damn lonely.
Know what? You are my best friend. <3 Even though you are in different classes, but we are still best friends. 8D And please try to get your memory back. I don't want you to panic over exams, when you don't even remember everything. @___@;; Time to force informations into your brains. Haha.

Alanna/Nana( LOL. It looks like Alannananana. 8D )
YOU RANDOM GOOF.
Though you are irritating in some ways...
but you are still my very very very very random friend. xD
I hope your relationship goes even better.
~~INVITE ME TO YOUR DAMMIT WEDDING.~~
Er, no. You did not see that. 8D
HAHA.
Let's work even harder for N levels and O levels!
~~STAY IN SCHOOL AND STUDY. 8D~~
Yeah. 8D

Finoa/Mummy~
MUMMYY~~~
Your maid cosplay is good. 8D
So good that you are being praised. xD
SOOO good. 8DDDD
But nevermind!
You can do a BETTER job. <3 Let's be MORE HAPPY okay? Don't be depressed anymore~~ Or you will see two choppers lurking you. ... Hur hur hur.

Ai-chan~/Aishah
~~I am gonna kill you~~
HAHAHAHAA. Horse head. 8DDD
Thanks for making me laugh if your damn lame reactions.
So funny that the blueberry tea came out from my nose.
= 3=;
Sorry, but I don't think I can do Shinnix ( money wise )
but I WILL POKE YOU FOR EVERY EVENTS. D:
... SCHOOL TIMES TOO. D:
Okay? D:
-patpat- >___<;;

Silverwolf X/Wolfie ( Time to give you a NICEEE nickname )
Thanks for helping me reserving figurines and nendoroids.
... Even though I owe you a lot of money.
That shall be your LATE christmas present because I am deciding to quit buying figurines.
... figurines, not nendoroids. xD
Yep! I will continue buying from you, if I see any figurines that are interesting. 8D
Good luck for paying the rent!

Ryuna/Jasmine
DEAR ARH.
WHY NEVER CALL ME. D:
I MISSED JUU, YOU KNOWWW. DDDD:
But nevermind.
Nice hugging you on EOY. 8DD -got shot-
Hope to see you cosplay more, okay? 8DD
You better, okay? xD

Others..?
Jordan - Your damn sarcastic blog always make me laugh. And I don't know why.
Sakurazaki-san - Hahaah~ My first fan? Nice meeting you on EOY. xDD

That's all I could think of.. -sweatdrop-
Tell me if I am missing you. @__@;;

Merry belated Christmas and Happy Early New Year. 8D
~~WAIT. NOT EARLY. I don't want to go back to schooool. D:~~

-Miho
P.S. : I give you all something. 8D

2008-12-22T08:13:00.001-08:00

I am pissed with MiniToons. = 3=;;
Was rushing to buy every presents for friends and family.
Then I bought a cute soft toy.
And asked the person to wrap for me.

When I came back...
My mother commented that the wrapping is LOUSY.
Then I checked on the soft toy.
The left leg is NEARLY RIPPED OFF.
and then I check the 'ribbon' with three roses,
one of them CAME OFF. So it looks like two roses and one ... DUMB thing.

MINITOONS. MY DAY IS SPOILT BECAUSE OF YOU.

Damn it.
Now I have to RUSH DOWN to buy my books, RUSH to Bedok Interchange to buy my father's present, then RUSH DOWN to get a fucking refund.

When I wish tomorrow is just a easy day.
Get my books, go to Black Technology, get the present, and go back home.
Nooooo.
I have to RUSH DOWN to Parkway SOON after I get the present.
To get a fucking refund.

I feel like shouting.
But I guess shouting at those people is better bah.
>_>;;

-Miho

2008-12-20T02:01:00.000-08:00

I talk about the photoshoot, since it is like...
... four days ago. o 3o;;

Anyway~
Photoshoot @ Terminal 3~
If you are there, and you see two persons, wearing costumes, one wearing green and another wearing red, that is us. Yeah. :3

Woke up about 8 AM.
Waited for Yuki to come over~
= 3=~

When she came, slacked for about one hour? Or more than that.
And rushed to Izumi's house, which is about 12 PM. = 3=;;
Then about 2 PM, went to do boob binding and realised I brought the wrong contact lens casing. =A=;;
So rushed back home and prepared everything, then rushed to airport.
-headdesk-

Wore costume and wig, then try to style wig but phailed. -glooms-
Then did photoshooooot~
Had sooo much fun... I guess. -got shot-
Then ate dinner~ Then rushed to manga class~

After manga class, followed Aishah back home, giving some tips about "Avoid your bad bad friend" and walked back home~
Okay. Yeah, something like this. = 3=;;

JUU WANT PICTURES? I GIVE JUU PICTURES. o 3o~

Waiting for My Master...

Looking at the sky..

... Omake. 8D

AND I SHALL PRESENT TO YOU...
THE SEXIEST BENTEN MALE COSPLAYER.
Copyrighted to Kaname, and got it from SGCafe.com

2008-12-15T04:08:00.000-08:00

EOY has just passed like two days ago.
Man, I miss that day. T_T;;

Okay, anyway. Phailed as Nigaito, for real. So emo-ed the whole day.
Ah well, he is an emo-fag anyway. >_>;;

On that day...
7 AM, reached Yuki's house.
Slacked about an hour before putting on the costume.
After that, flew to Tampines Mall and met Phelios.
Then flew to Expo.

After reaching, went to the toilet to put make-up~
and lost my contact lens.
One side only. T_T;;
So I became the one eye green-hair monster freak. ;A;
But cover one eye lar. =w=

Met a WHOLE lot of people~
and many many many Kaitos.
I am SO original, the only green long-sleeved Kaito there. 8D
Followed Yuki and she followed me~

Around 4 to 5 PM, have mini-photoshoot~
I was un-prepared to do a yaoi shoot, dammit.
-headdesk-

Then go out with Izumi~
Flew to Tampines Mall and eat dinner~
Then went back home~ xDD
and died. ~~Joking.~~

Pictures?
Kaito, you BAD BAD person. -shakes head-

Smexish shoot of myself. LOL.

-Miho

2008-12-11T02:20:00.000-08:00

The song really fits this blog, huh?
Snow thingy, a song smoothing to ears, and a cute guy over there.
Even Night/Yuki was like "Kyaaa" when I told her about it. =w=;;
But my Christmas mood is not here. I don't know why.

-sighs- Yesterday was so fun. >w<~ Can't actually believed a small kid got influnenced by me. Homg~ I influnenced a small kiddddd.
... But she ish not cute. = 3=;;
They are cuter. -points-

Yeah, Handmaidens from Fatal Frame III.
They run around trying to stab stakes or sharp little sticks into feets and hands.
Impalement Ritual. Awesomee~~

I guess Hisame is the craziest.
You can see how they attack in here.
Really very cool. >w<~

Fufufufufufufuufufufu.
Ah well, back to topic ( Kinda stayed off-topic too long, right? = 3=;; )
Went to Ai-chan's house and played Kingdom Hearts II.
Homg, Riku X Sora. <3
There is a lot of scenes of them being together~
But Ai-chan don't want to fight with the 'Nobodies'. = 3=;;
I want to see Riku in action~~

And I made this up :
Sora : Where do you think the door of light come from?
Riku : ... -points down-
Sora : ... YOU SICKO. D:

Lol. :3
Anyway, rushed off to grab my contact lens, and went for manga class.
Hilarious, I tell you.

Me : So how do you FEEL being rejected?
Ai-chan : ... Sad.
Me : How do you FEEL being sad?
Ai-chan : ... Sad?
Me : How do you FEEL being sad?
Ai-chan : .. -did not say anything-
Me : How do you FEEL not saying anything?
Ai-chan : SHUT UP LAR. D<

... Lol.
Anyway, went back home with her and realised my MP3 player's headphone is not working. D:
-glooms-

Rawrrr~ After saying that Handmaiden thingy, I went to research on Fatal Frame III again. =A=;;
The engraver LOVES blood~
and Kyouka looks like a camwhoring person lar.

How do we thought that she is cam-whoring?

A picture says a thousand words.

Fatal Frame ish niceeeee.
Go watch it in Youtube. Fatalframer39 ish a kind person who allows us to watch his 'interesting' walkthrough. =w=;;
-sighs-

-rolls around-

Go to the other side
Go to the other side
Cast the boat, Take a ride
Cross the rift to the other side
Further and further to the other side
it must sail bearing your tattoos
And our offering of tears
-The Sleeping Priestess song from Fatal Frame III

-Miho

2008-12-09T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today went out with Izumi-chan and her brother.
Hate to say this, but he lacks of exercise. =3=;;
Anyway. Met them about 2+PM, then rent skates~

Skated to McDonalds' to have lunch, then skated to the steep slope, but in the end, turned back to return skates.
In the end, the person over there gave me 30 minutes free, so we went to the skating ring and skate for 25 minutes, before I return him back the skates. xD

Then Yuki FINALLY came.
Okay, so we go to my house, and they were either saying that it is dusty or whatever. =w=;;
Then played with Izumi and her brother the airplane thingy and he won.
Izumi lost, lawl.

Then they went back home. OvO~

Anyway, I painted my nails greeeeeeeen, for Nigaito.
I don't like green, but for Nigaito's sake and my laziness, I painted it now. xD
Lazy to paint the day before EOY. xD

EOY IS COMING.
HOMG.
MY COSTUME. D:
I need to call Maria. @____@;;

-panic-

-Miho

2008-12-08T12:21:00.000-08:00

-sighs-
Maria, remind me to poke doubly hard on Wednesday, when I get my costume.

Slept at 5:50 AM and woke up at 6:15 AM. Alarm clock. Bingo.
Realised that I will be late for Maria's meeting, I changed it to 7 PM.
Slacked and changed, then rushed to school.
Prepared to fly off to concert.

Went to the theatre at about 8 to 9 AM?
Then had breakfast, curry ~~puff~~ tart.
Ate it and feel VERY full. Thanks to the 200 sit-ups. =_=;;
Did a full dress rehersal(?) and ... went to eat lunch.
Then came back and do make-up.

Yeah, I was actually trying to do 'pale, sick' person make-up, but failed.
Anyway.
The people started to come in. And I got very scared.
Went up on stage, and saw Izumi.
Her face was like "Oh ho, I found you" face.
That's why I laughed.

After the supposedly called 'last song', I was thinking "OH HO. LAST SONG."
And SOMEONE shouted for encore.
Bryan, remind me to poke you too.

After performance, I went out to find my mother and my cosplay partner who is Izumi.
I was so happy that I can jump off the stage and hug her.
But you know, I can't. So yeah.
Grabbed(?) my bag and zhong hu, then went shopping with my mother.
Then met my father and ate Teriyaki Chicken ( actually I wanted soup, but I am too tired to stand up and order myself. So my father helped me order. =A=;; )

After that came home and flopped dead on my bed.
Yeah, slept.

Until 1 AM, when I called Izumi and Yuki.
Realised Yuki could not come. But ah well.
-patpat- I r un-
-got stabbed-

Today is another day of fun!
I hope it would be fun...
if I slim down, that is. D:

-Miho

Death awaits you...

2008-12-07T12:39:00.000-08:00

TAG!~ Because I want to do too. OvO~

Quiz by: No One. I was just curious. Lawl.
Starting time: 3:57 AM ( Yeah, wtf. )
Your name: Masaaki Miho. =w=;;
Shoe size: 9? 10?
Height: 172 CM ( Last checked by Suzu )
Where do you live: Earth
Favorite Drinks: Green Tea and Water

Have you ever...
1. ... been on a plane?
Yeah. When I was young.

2. ... fallen asleep at school?
Many many times.

3. ... broken someone's heart?
Yeah. Twice? Probably.

4. ... fell off your chair?
I think so. I can't remember.

5. ... sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
Yeah. Dumbly, yeah.

6. ... saved e-mails?
Only important ones. :X

7. What is your room like?
Otaku? There are like two shelves of figurines, one shelf packed with mangas, another shelf packed with my school stuffs, a bed, stuff to put on face to make my face look less bumpy. make-up stuff so I can get used of the make up, a table full of stuffs, a chair to put my Nigaito wig there, and a broken closet that was broken because of my roughness, and .... books that my father bought.

8. What was the last thing you ate?
Claypot rice, my mother cooked it. <3

9. Have you ever had chicken pox?
Vaccinated. So yeah.

10. What about a sore throat?
A lot of times.

11. A broken nose?
Nope~

12. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sort of...

13. Do you like picnics?
I don't know. I prefer staying at home nowadays.

Who was the last person...
14. ... you danced with?
Yuki and the rest, doing Caramelldansen dance. xD

15. ... who made you smile?
Izumi. Who makes retard jokes and never fails to make me laugh by saying one of the Dr. Tran's video.
... I gonna kill you. AHHHHHHHHH.
So lame. >_>;;

16. ... you yelled at?
Izumi. Because I was pissed at someone.
Sheesh.

Today, did you...

17. ... talk to someone you like :
Nope. Was talking to Yuki and Izumi.

18. ... kiss anyone?
HA. I wish I could go to Perth now and kiss him.

19. ... fall sick?
Nearly.

20. ... talk to an ex?
Nope.

21. ... miss someone?
Yes.

22. ... eat?
Of course, duh.

23. What's the best feeling in the world?
Me being lighter everytime I finished 200 sit ups. =w=;;

24. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yeah, but they are rotting.

25. What's under your bed?
Four boxes. One for school stuff. One for games and entertain ( which I wish to throw away ), one for mangas and one for my drawings.

26. Who do you really hate?
People who laughs at me. A lot of times.
( Except for Yuki, because she is speaking the truth and I trust her. =_=;; )

27. What time is it now?
4:19 A.M.

Random questions:
28. Is there a person who is on your mind now?
Yep.

29. Do you have any siblings?
One older childish and brainless and always like to reply back sister.

30. Do you want children?
... Not yet confirmed.

31. Do you smile often?
Hoping to. Wanting to. Wishing to.

32. Do you like your handwriting?
Not really.

33. Are your toenails painted?
Black. : D

34. Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
... My sister. Her bed is COMFORTABLE. D:

35. What color shirt are you wearing now?
Turqoise. Or is it spelled like that? OvO~

36. What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
Computer.

37. You can't wait until...
EOY cosplay event!

38. Are you a friendly person?
Yup!

39. Do you have any pets?
Used to. But it passed away.

40. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
... Perth

41. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Ev-
Wait, I can't remember. >:

42. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I sleep with MP3 on once.

43. Have you ever crawled through a window?
No. I wished to, but I will be dead by now.

44. Are you too forgiving?
Probably.

45. Are you closer to your mother or your father?
Father. Or mother. I don't know.

45. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My mother who was making a big fuss over my room and saying that it is her house. >_>;;

46. How many people can you say you really loved?
I ... can't count now. D:

47. Do you eat healthy?
Don't know. OvO~

48. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
No.

49. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yesh. A few times.

50. If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?
Izumi, or Yuki.

51. Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
I don't know. When I speak softly, they can't hear me. When I speak loud, they say I am shouting. =A=;;

52. Are you confident?
In losing MORE weight? Hell yeah.

53. What are 5 things you were doing 10 years ago?
1. Cried because I left my booster in the hotel in Thailand.
2. Writing Chinese strokes.
3. Blowing candles on birthday cake.
4. Running around in the playground.
5. Hugging my father. OvO

54. What are 5 things on your to-do list today?
1. Meet Maria.
2. Go for CO Concert.
3. Enjoy self.
4. Try and chat with Izumi and Yuki
5. Go back home and sleep the whole day.

55. What are 5 things you would do if you were a billionaire?
1. BUY MORE COSPLAY COSTUME. <3
2. Go for slimming spa. -headdesk-
3. Buy figurines and nendoroids.
4. Buy materials for props.
5. The rest will be split into 3. One give to Africa, one for my bank and one for my parents.

56. What are 5 of your bad habits?
1. Whining to eat.
2. Think too much cosplay.
3. Scratching.
4. Having the same thoughts of disaters, which will never happen.
5. Peel my skin. >:

57. What are 5 places you've lived in before?
I ... can't remember my old place. D:

58. What are 5 jobs you've had?
1. Munchy Donuts
2. Celadon's sales assistant.
3. Cleaning the house, sweeping and mopping the floor.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz:
Yuki ( Because you are too bored nearly all the time. )
Izumi ( Since you have a blod now. 8D )
Aishah ( BWAHAHAA. For making your character SO complicated. )
Roycelyn ( Because I want to. :3 )
Eugenia ( ... Yeah. xDD )
Finoa mummy~ ( I poked you~ xDD )
Yuchi~ ( I can't think of anyone lar. D: )
Rundaria ( For making the costume, even though there is a lot of mistakes. =_=;; )

Yeah, just want to do it because I am bored. xD
Anyway!~
See you in KCCO first concert~

~~Kira!~~
See ya~
-Miho

2008-12-07T05:12:00.000-08:00

I am not sick. I am 100% not sick. I am really not sick. I am not acting weird. I am not sick and I am not stressed. I am not panicking. I am not sick. I need to perform tomorrow. I need to wake up early tomorrow. Whatever is it, I am not sick.

I am supposed to meet Maria today, but it seemed that she has something that crashed into our meeting, so could not meet.
I can't do the meeting on Tuesday, it would be too late.
SO I am meeting her, tomorrow, at 7:15 AM.
Might want to change it to 7 AM. Need to discuss again.

That means I need to wake up earlier.
And that means I need to get ready for tomorrow soon.

However, my body is acting very weird.
My head hurts.
My stomach is really weird now.
My body feels weak.
and the problem is : I slept the whole day today.

I finally have a solution for my triple eyelid. Apparently, the fake eyelashes helps to 'act' like a glue for my triple eyelid.
So that mean, I don't expect one eye to look bigger or the other to look smaller.
I hope this works.

I want to learn how to sew. So I can make my own cosplay costume, without too much money. Spending $100+ on one costume is really... not worth it, unless you are telling me about Haseo from .hack//G.U., which is mostly impossible to do it by hand. I don't want to go to Haru or Oraku House just to buy one overly priced costume. I want to make my own costume. I want to...

I need to go tomorrow. My friends are expecting me. The orchestra needs me, I mean, the whole group. I must go tomorrow. I can't afford to skip this important concert. I need to go... I can't afford to let down this CCA that puts in so much efforts into this concert. I can't afford to waste the efforts that I used during the practice.

I need to go tomorrow.
I must.

-Miho

2008-12-04T09:23:00.000-08:00

Hairspray~ I need hairspray~ For style my wig~
and I have to sew one broken part.
Must be done by some stupid person who moved the chair and kapoked my wig.
=A=;;
-goes get needles and thread- =_=;;

Anyway. ~~tomorrow~~ today have CO until 5...
Need to wake up at 9 AM...
Tuition teacher ish coming!
Then~ Go and meet Rachielle to buy her pre-paid card. =A=;;
Then rushed to CO.

I want to go for class BBQ, but my family bought TICKETS for the movie Bolt.
Oh wow~ Another movie to sleep in. >_>;;
Whatever is it, I don't want to sit WITH my sister.
She is getting damn ... acting to be daddy's and mummy's pet.
Whatever, I don't care.

-plays Touhou-

-Miho

2008-12-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

Catch the comets that seem to be burning and light the fire
I want to love, I want to be loved
By one chilled body, what will become of the world?
The bravado that I kept up is dissolving; long for...
-Diamond Crevasse by May'N from Macross Frontier.

Okay!
~~Ranka and Sheryl. Your songs are too addicting. ;A;~~
Just watched finish Macross Frontier.
Let's talk about this morning. :3

Woke up bloody late again.
About 12 PM and realised that I was ... late for going to Chinese Orchestra.
Crap. Emo-ed for a bit.
Until Alanna and Saleha came to my house.
Best friend always, huh? :3

Then we go ECP.
They went to the water, I take pictures for them.
... and they always like to hug me whenever they got out of the water. .A.
Dammit lar you all. D:

Anyway, after walking back home~
After Alanna bathed, we played a round of 'Stress' while Saleha go and bath. =w=;;
Then they left for lunch in Parkway.
And Hazel/Izumi came.

She then gave me all Yuki's photo of Naoto.
Now I just have to send her. =w=;;
Anyway, watched Macross Frontier and Fatal Frame 2 together, until Saleha and Alanna came back... with balloons. =A=;;

Then I have this crazy idea.
I thought of writing our wishes on a piece of paper, and then tie it to the balloons.
And let them fly into the sky, hoping they will come true.
We then immediately prepare and write three wishes on the paper.
Then we place it on the balloon.

We then go to East Coast Park and got ready to let our balloons go.
So, we finally have the bravery to let go our wishes...

I wonder how is it now...
Probably still in the air, soaring high...
We then decided.
Every 1st December, we all would meet up and let go our wishes, allowing them to float in the air, hoping they can come true.
And we are only bringing the retarded five :
Alanna, Saleha, Hazel, Eugenia and me.

Then we went back home. :3

Anyway, I was surfing through blogs and blogs.
I wonder why. Probably because I am bored.
and I saw someone talking about me.
And I know that person is talking about me
because I am the only JANICE in Chinese Orchestra.

Look, bitches.
I know you all LOVE to gossip about me.
All LOVE to talk about me.
Very nice
and insulting.

May your lips be sewed by a needle with red thread.
And may it bleed till you die.

I wanted to be by your side all the time
I can't hear the music
I fall far away from you
On my blue, blue, blue journey
- Ao no Ether by Megumi Nakajima from Macross Frontier

~~Yeh, I am now officially a Macross Frontier addict.~~

-Miho

2008-11-28T11:30:00.000-08:00

It is 3:33 AM now...
and I just woke up right after I sleeptalked.
... Bloody scary.

Just watched the whole of Fatal Frame III ~~in just two days~~.
Though it was my second time watching the ending, but I seriously cried watching it again. Too emotional liao. @__@;;

That bloody period is here again...
hurting everywhere... Including my heart.
It ached a bit. So yeah.

Anyway.
I do not bother saying what happened during the CO camp, because I practically forget everything, except for the murder game, which was TIRING. That's all.
Not including where I accidently drank the 'extra' milo.
Crappy, I tell you. D:

I am apparently slacking for I do not know what good reasons because Maria is doing Nigaito and I am picking Alice's costume ~~tomorrow~~ today.
I am SO going to wear a corset.
~~Gah. Losing more blood. @___@~~

Today met Izumi for lunch~
and went crazy after eating ice kacang.
Water makes me crazy. I don't know why.
Then I chanted yaoi and Izumi goes ... staring at me.
and we ran up on the 'down' escalator. :3

... Fun though.

~~I am losing more blood...~~
Okay, then I went to Yuki's house, then walked to the haircut shop and cut Nigaito's wig.
She says I do not fit in green hair characters. >:
-emos-

But I still want to do it!
I am so going to eat tofu every damn day.
... and skin whiting lotion thingy.
I am born naturally tanned-brown.
So yeah. D:

-glooms-
Now I know why I feel so tired nowadays.
Sheesh.
I shall glomp Rund-chan tomorrow.
Well, if Rund-chan is reading in here...

THANKS FOR MAKING THE ALICE COSTUME FOR ME.
Miho will pat your head 40+ times. 8D
(>w<)b~

-Miho

P.S : Let me sleep... forever...
by Reika Kuze from Fatal Frame III.

2008-11-25T08:35:00.000-08:00

Changed the blogskin because I think it REALLLLLLY deserves a change
~~but not too ghey or cute~~

SO searched around affilates and affilates
and found some REALLLY pretty ones. Thank you internet, thank you.
I find Fatal Frame is a really nice game.

It also helped me not having a phobia of ghosts.
They don't exist anyway. So why bother?~
Whatever is it, DON'T TAKE THE CAMERA AND TAKE THE GHOST if you see one.
It will NEVER work. Please. =_=;

This also shows the sad past happened just because of rituals.
Fatal Frame II is about ... Twin sacrifice rituals..
Fatal Frame III is ... about the tattoo curse?

Don't know~ Never play or research that game~ xD

The song has changed too~
From Vanilla Salt to Koe ( Voice ).
Fatal Frame much?
Yeah. 8D

~~Tomorrow~~ Today will be the day I am staying over in school~
Chinese Orchestra camp~
My group is ... VERY quiet.
Never bond, never talk.
You can hear a pin drop. But is just that the gym is too noisy. xD

Anyway.
Today was JUST too damn boring.
Seriously. The games are really very ....
boring too.
I hope this year's camp is not really that boring.

I AM BRINGING MY BLANKET.
I can never sleep without it. OvO~
Bringing my diary and some mangas to read~
and my handphone. Sorry to break the rules, but I need it.

Hope you can see an invisible body there.
Click on it and she will come and eat you up.

Which you know will never happens. xD

2008-11-23T09:09:00.000-08:00

~~My 100th post~~~

For both days, went for Anime Festival Asia 2008 located at Suntec City~
Seemed like I have spent more time for Yuki and Izumi~

First Day :
Woke up at 9 AM, but went back to sleep.
Then woke up at 11 AM or 12 PM, and rushed off to meet Yuki.
After meeting Yuki, walked to Black Technology and bought Kagamine Len Nendoroid.
~~As cute as ever. xD~~
After buying, rushed to the event ~~with my blisters on my heels~~

Met Izumi first, then walked away because Yuki went missing. =A=;;
Met Xrystal but thought she forgot me, so walked away... T_T;;
Let me see...
Met Lenneth, Zakie, baiitenshi,mummy(Finoa)and many others, which I don't know.
Well, since I heard Good Smile Company and the figurine companies are there, rushed to there and see figurines~
Till I saw a figurine I always wanted at a discount price from $64+ to $30.
Emo-ed for a bit due to no money and ate with Phelios.

After that, went to Yuki's house to stay over~
Went to her house by MRT with Yuchi and Tenma. xD
Then bathed and cleaned up wounds and slacked and go to sleep~ Which is about 4 AM. .A.

Second day...
Woke up at 9 AM and ... woke Yuki up at 9:30 AM.
She went back to sleep while telling me to call her 10:30~
But called her at 10:55. =w=;
Then rushed off to Suntec City~

Met A LOT OF people.
Finoa, Karei, Xrystal, STJH ( The very very cute Miku Hatsune ) and many more~ xD
Then did a small photoshoot with Naoto ( Yuki ) and yeah. =w=;
Ah well, then ate dinner with my mother~
then went to May'n LIVE concert. SUPER nice.
Yousei~ <3

Anyway, then ate Crepes~ Then went back home~
xDD

Ah well~ Tomorrow got CO practise~
Only for Strings section ~
Die. =w=~
Ah well~

I feel like ending all my sentences with waves~~~~~~ xD
Weee~~~~~
xD
-Miho

2008-11-21T15:44:00.000-08:00

I need to rush off at 9 AM before some idiots tell me to pay for their lunch and dinner which I do not even have money for.

Went to Japanese class yesterday~
And was DAMN tiring. I don't know why.
@___@;;

Anyway.
Today I will be flying off to my friend's house and will be back by Sunday.
I want moneyy~~~
Moneyyy~~~
and food. .W.

Guess I will be buying Kagamine Len only today. No enough money. T_T;;
RAWR. WHY JAPAN MUST SET THEIR PRICES SOOO HIGH FOR FIGURINESSSS.
-glooms-

Guess I should learn how to sew my own costumes. For real. =w=;

I am hungry. .A.
-Miho

2008-11-20T04:13:00.000-08:00

MY NENDOROID RIN AND LEN~~~
They are here~~~

but I have to pay the full sum. -glooms-

My ~~gay~~ Len and ~~cute~~ Rin~
Total cost is...
$76.00

AND I still have to pay my hime-sama. .A.
Oujo-sama~~
She is from Monster Princess~~
Miii~~~~~ =w=;~

Like what Silverwolf X says, "Your box has upgrade from large to huge."
RAWR.
I WILL PAY JUUUUUU. TT___TT;;

Anyway. Went out with Yuki again~
Was VERY VERY VERY late when I reached to Bedok Interchange.
Then took MRT to Orchard~
and go to Far East Plaza ~~to find Cutepetz, but she was not there~~ to drink and make my stomach full.

Then met DD Tenka to give Yuki her three wigs.
I paid half for her Akaito's wig. =w=
Then took MRT~
and went to Black Technology ~~to check on my Rin and Len~~ to disturb the boss. xD
Then went back home and swept the floor~

-rolls around-

-miho

2008-11-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

Rawrrr~ Might be going out with Yuki tomorrow~
and currently reading more yaoi. -glooms-

Ah well~
Went for CCA and got stressed up. =_=;;
then waited in school for one hour until Choir lets their little chicks out. =_=;;
For this one hour, thought and missed him.
But ah well. ._.;;

Met Izumi and walked to my house, then she ran off to her mother's shop. =w=;
Then waited for Ai-chan to come.
And waited VERY long. =_=;;
Then she came and we went for Manga Class.

After manga class, walked back with Ai-chan, then walked back home~

And died. =w=;
No lar, still reading yaoi.
Just thinking how to pay my figurines.

Even Silverwolf have a 'SPECIAL BOX' to put all the figurines I reserved.
I feel bad, dude. .A.
I will try and pay. IF I can. TT____TT

-glooms-

-Miho

2008-11-16T11:46:00.000-08:00

If all the raindrops are lemon drops and gum drops
Oh what a rain that will be...

.... Lemon drops kill eyes, excuse me. .A.

NENDOROID LEN AND RIN ARE COMING.
And I have no enough money. Rawr.

Anyway, nothing interesting, except for playing Pet Society in Facebook, becoming a fan of ... many many stuffs and talking to Yuki and Izumi. Besides that, nothing else. .A.

Planning to stay at Yuki's house during the two AFA days... So that means I can go out anywhere I want during the two days, because pratically, we don't have curfews. Unless Yuki ish tired, then yeah. .A.

Should I leak out a few cosplay plans here? Hmm... I will be good then. :3

Street Festival 2009 - Kaito from Vocaloid
Cosfest 2009 Day 1 - Rena from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni ( Battle Version )
World Cyber Games 2009 - Aigis from Persona 3 ( Might change to Battle version )
EOY 2009 - Gauche Suede from Tegami Bachi ( Letter Bee uniform version )

Okay, there are more, but I don't want to leak all out. Just in case somebody steal my cosplay plans. >_>
In fact, next year is all full. =w=;;

My stomach ish starting to lose its appetite. So hopefully, slim down. TwT~

Knowing you, trembling in love, my confused wings
Are bared, soaked by rain, and woke life up
Fly away, for another day
“Call me with your voice”
- Yousei ( Fairy ) by May'n from Macross Frontier

Yeah, going for May'n concert and stay for two songs, then go liao. .A.
Aiya~ I r wants to go sleep~ =w=;;

-Miho

2008-11-15T22:42:00.000-08:00

Have been sleeping very very very late, thanks to Yuki and Izumi, yesh. =A=;;

Anyway, slept at 6 AM last night and woke up at 11 AM plus.

... and Claire Chua called me, saying that she won, so she can go to AFA.
But need to be with our Art teacher.

.... WHUT?! DDDD:
Dammit~ -glooms-

Anyway. Will update more~ =w=;;

-flops on bed-
-sleeps-

-Miho

2008-11-13T11:42:00.000-08:00

Just want to do a tag for a little while before I go and do my tuition homework ( it is 3:00 AM now. O_O;; )

Anyway~ START~

Name 20 people

1. Hazel ( Izumi )
2. Yuki ( As requested. =w=;; )
3. Saleha ( Suzu )
4. Alanna ( She calls herself "Nana" >_> )
5. Aaron ( Elky )
6. Lynette ( Sensei~ I just find her very very cute. -pinches her cheeks- )
7. Aishah ( Ai-shah )
8. Yuchi ( ... Yuchi. )
9. Bryan ( ... I just slam him here. o_o )
10. Emersius ( Same~ )
11. Jordan ( ... I stole it from you anyway. >_> )
12. Jaslyn ( Chidea. I beg juu, don't kill me. D: )
13. Jasmine ( Ryuuna~ )
14. Fiona ( Mummy~ )
15. Claire Chua ( CLAIREEE. You owe me cookies. .A. )
16. Claire ... Claire ( Junoir )
17. Denise ( ... The huggable one in Manga class. >w< ) 18. Bryan ( Giselle. The one who gives me yaoi. 8D ) 19. Vanessa Chan ( Zelda...? I can't remember. ) 20. Wei Liam ( Negimized. Is that your name? If not, then tell me. =A=;; ) 1. How did you met #1? ( Hazel )
Manga class~ School~ And random stuff. .A.
2.What would you do if you never met #1?
I won't be talking to her late at night and I won't be happy in school. .A.
3.What if #9 and #20 date each other? ( Bryan and Wei Liam )
... They don't even know each other, bitch. >_>
4.Will #6 & #17 date? ( Sensei and Denise )
.................... -pukes-
WHUT?! NO. D< 5. Describe #3. ( Saleha )
Super hyperactive till she got concusion and very very very dramatic.
6. Is #8 attractive? ( Yuchi )
YESHHHH. I poked her. : D
7. Describe #7. ( Aishah )
Huggable and manga crazy. Adorable too. VERY CUTE LAR, SHE. xD
8. Do you know any of #12's family members? ( Jaslyn )
... I don't know. All I know is her father wake her up and she got pissed off. ... Or something like that.
9. What if #18 confesses that he/she likes you? ( Bryan )
-pukes-
.... WHUT. No. Nononnnonononono. That will never happen. D:
10. What language does #15 speak? ( Claire Chua )
All languages ~~that I know~~. 8D
11.Whose going out with #9? ( Bryan )
I don't know~ D< 12. How old is #16? ( Claire ... Claire )
13 years old.
13. When did you last speak to #13? ( Jasmine )
MONTHS. Or YEARS. But I tagged her in her cBox a few weeks ago.
14. What type of music does #2 like? ( Yuki )
.... Metal rock. And Vocaloid songs and I don't know what else.
15. Will you ever date #1? ( Hazel )
-chops you into many hundred pieces-
16.Will you ever date #4? ( Alanna )
She got her own boyfriend. So no. :3
17. Is #19 single? ( Vanessa Chan )
I don't know~
18.Whats the last name of #10? ( Emersius )
Ditto. I don't know.
19. What's the school of #3? ( Saleha )
CHIJ Katong Convent.
20. Where does #6 live? ( Sensei )
... i don't know. .A.
21. What's your favourite aspect of #5? ( Aaron )
You bastard, I just broke up with him and now you are asking me this?! D< -stabs- 22. Have you seen #11 naked? ( Jordan )
-pukes more blood-
I KELLLLLL YOUUUUUUU. -kills-

=A=;;

Went out with Izumi today~~~
and watched Ma-.... 2
... 8D

Tomorrow going to do measurements~
I better starve now!~

-headdesk-

-Miho

2008-11-12T10:58:00.000-08:00

If it's just sweet
Then let's put salt on
- Vanilla Salt from Toradora!

I find this song really suits the relationship I am now with Elky. ._.;;
Can't help it. Everytime I wish something happens, it will happened the other way.
Crappy, but yeah.

Anyway~ Went out at about 11 AM to meet Yuki.
Then flew to Chinatown and find Rundaria.
Slacked in McDonalds' for about 1 hour while drawing Alice's costume out.
Then walked around People's Park Complex to buy the cloth for Alice's costume.
All was very fun until my mother called and decided to side with my sister, accusing me of using my sister's work product.

My mood was fucking spoilt because of it.
Then decided to go Yuki's house.
About 3 PM, went to her house and slacked until 5+ pm and go off for Manga class.
With Yuki's shoe. Trying on because scared it won't fit for EOY cosplay.

Manga class worse. My feet got a bit swollen and pain.
I don't feel like going back and... yeah.
So went out with my manga teacher until 10+ pm.
She bought 3 items for me to make me feel better.

The mood got real worse when I came back.
My father scolded me.
Then I went to bed crying.

I hope today will be a better day. ._.

I get hurt
I hurt you
It’s a naive preparation
- Pre-Parade from Toradora! Opening song

2008-11-10T00:46:00.000-08:00

... SO CUTEEEEEEEE. -shiny eyes-
Yeah, that is the voice over for Pikachu.
SO CUTE, RIGHT? >_______<;;

I feel like squeezing her cheeks.

Anyway~ Asking Rund to ask Haru for my Alice costume. =A=;;
Ah well. If not, I will ask Rund to make my costume. -glomps Rund-

Ah well. Climbed a few stair already...
Last night, climbed from the very first floor to the 25th floor.
then, go down again, and climb up again. @___@;

Tiring!~
But ah well, for cosplay sake. =w=;;

AND MONEY. : D

Ah well. -sighs-
So boring nowadays~ And I have tuition homework to do.
Okay, off to do my tuition homework~ =w=;;

-Miho

2008-11-08T01:38:00.000-08:00

My two costumes cost $420... Argh~

Today went for CCA~
Nearly slept and got really pissed of with my seasonal hands.
They sweat whenever they want and get sticky whenever they want.

During lunch break, saw Faith, my CO senior and bullied me again.
Ah well, it is better than not talking to her. =w=;;

How I wish I have my bank book. Then I can get Kagamine Twins nendoroid and Kaito's too. +_________+

and every picture I found on Piapro has Kaito being bullied,
most of the time. xD

I can't wait for EOY~
I mean, I can, due to my costume. But I can't wait for Yuki and Izumi to sleepover at my house~
It will be my first time. -shiny eyes-

Ah well~
-Miho

2008-11-07T06:01:00.000-08:00

My mum is soooo sweet~
and I don't know she can scold me for the slightest things on Earth. =w=;;

Ah well, just plain internetting today.

Watched Kara no Kyoukai and Kemeko Deluxe.
Kemeko Deluxe is super funny, but not suitable for kids.
BWAHAHAHAHA.

Okay. Apparently, went out to eat with my mother.
And I think I grew fatter. I felt heavier. .A.

Tomorrow another six hours of practise~ Even if I want to sleep. ._.;;
People~ Should I change my blogskin or should I change the music?
Which one you want?~

Tell me, okay? ;3

Tags Reply~
yuchi: wooosh! relink! 8D http://yuchimatsuyama.blogspot.com/ <3 thanks!
Miho : Relinked~

Yvonne: Bomb! I'm here to blow off your bloggie XD
Miho : I lazy to bomb yours~ But I POKED YOU. D<

Aishah: ue knoe nowdays i've been listenin to vocaloid lols 8D
Miho : Can't help it. It is addicting. @w@;;

Oh well. Here goes my email...
And it is another fucking spam email.

PEOPLE.
STOP GIVING ME SPAM EMAILS.
I have to CHECK on my costumes, and for God's sake, to me, my costume is IMPORTANT than your stupid spam emails.

Bullshiat. >_>;;

-Miho

2008-11-06T06:10:00.000-08:00

My sister forced me to dance with her. @___@;
So... @___________@;;;;

But ah well, great exercise lar.

Just watched Tales of Abyss, Chaos;head and Kuroshitsuji.
It is AWESOME. <3
Especially ToA.
No, not DOA, neither it is DOTA. >_>;;

Updated cosplay plans!~
And won't be showing the plans to you all. :3

Fucking fat thighs... Wished my handphone really call me up. TT____TT;;
Anyway~
A teaser for Chaos;head~~~ <3

OOOOooo, so gorey. 8D
Modern day crusification~~~
The cross-shaped needles are to pin the corpses up to the wall.

WOOOHOOO.
Sorry, sudden fetish for gore and violence. @__@;;

-Miho

2008-11-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

Today, two person came and hijacked my house.
... Not really. xD

Suzu and Alanna came to my house and WAKE me up at 8 AM.
Then they ran off the East Coast Park.
While I used the computer for a while to check my costume thingy, then go and sleep again.
About 12, they called my handphone AGAIN and bugged me to open the door.

Wobbled to the door and opened, then Alanna used the computer, while we watched Room Raiders on MTV.
... homg. 36C?! -glooms-

About 1, wanted to go to Yuki's house but rained heavily till my jeans got all wet.
So stayed at home till about 2 then go out.
Then flowed to Yuki's house and watched Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei till 4:15 then go out and post a letter, then go to MRT station.

Yuki went off about 4:30 to get her Naoto costume, while I rotted and died at home, checking on my emails again.
Then about 6+, flied to Manga class.
... When it is STILL early.

Ah well~
Thanks to Yuki for letting me rot and die in your house. =w=;;

Owata! \(^0^)/

-Miho

2008-11-03T22:17:00.000-08:00

I feel like cosplaying as Digimon all of the sudden.
... Lol. xD

Anyway~

The problems seemed to be solved
Sore throat is curing and I am currently fine.
My boyfriend does not want to break up. So, we are still together. :3
And I found another supplier to supply my costume for EOY, though it will cost more. T_T

After reading Jordan's blog, I WANT TO GO JAPAN.
Especially all of the figurines, cosplayers and and and...!

... Okay, nevermind, I will continue being hyper later. =w=;
Watched Toradora, Kannagi, Shugo Chara Doki! and I realised I have to continue my Angel Sanctuary research for characteristic for Michael.

... WAHHHHH. Angel Sanctuaryy~~~ WHY IS THERE SO MANY CHAPTERS?! -headdesk-

Anyway.
Mum called me, and gave me a sweet good morning today.
So sweet till I want to hug her.
Until when she says,"Pack your room, clean up the shelves."
Stoned there for like a minute till she bugged me for response.

Ah well.
Have not been going out liao~

Yuki and Izumi is going to sleepover at my house one day before EOY.

Playing Hotel 626.
;A;

-Miho

2008-11-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

Such luck I have today.

Tessie cancelled my order because it is too full.
I had a very bad sore throat which nearly lost my voice to.
I just broke up with my boyfriend, which I am going to be frank with him soon.
And I have not done anything to save myself from depression.

... And I felt neglected.
I hate to share my feelings in here, but I just have to.
I don't know why.

I just want to feel that there is someone caring for me.
A shoulder to cry for, a person who I can trust the most.
Someone who can help me when I am in need of help.

... But in the end, I find myself more trouble.
Right now, I feel like I am falling into a very deep abyss.
A neverending hole. And no one is helping me, no one is looking at me. All gone.

I never wanted to be alone.
No, I hated being alone.
That's why I always tried to fit in with friend in school.
Acting slutty and all that. Yet, I failed.

... I failed at almost everything anyway.
Why bother?

... I don't feel like myself.
I felt like I am a different person.

I felt invisible.
I felt like I can be seen through.
I felt like I never existed before.
I felt nothing.
I felt pain.
I felt sadness.

I felt alone.

No one likes me.
... Am I right?
-Miho

2008-11-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Even if we are apart
Yes we are
The two sides of the star-sign that runs in the heavens
- ジェミニ by 鏡音レン。リン

I like that song, can't help it. xD'
That also includes HAKOBAKO PLAYER.
Sadly, I can't find the Romaji lyrics. If not, can sing along already. >:

Currently searching for Diva's costume from Blood+.
Yeah, gorey anime, you can say that. But her cold blue eyes just ... so nice. xD
and her reference are hard to find. >_>;;

Seriously, I can't even find a good reference I need. D:
Dammit. Need to read manga and find her reference.
I lazy~~~ xD

Okay, I need to buy Nigaito's and Alice's costume
... and Elwing's figurine. Crap.

-doses 200 sit-ups-

-Miho

2008-10-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

LOLOLOLOLOL

I bought a few more things. 8DD

Never update my list for a VERY long time. xDDD

I am lazy to upload photos. So go and find yourself.

... Or maybe I should. Just in case you are dumb enough. >_>

Yoko Nendoroid from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann

Hiyori Pixie from Chu X Chu IdolFigma Kagamine Len and Rin from Vocaloid
Nendoroid Kaito from Vocaloid (Finally~ My beloved~ ) Nendoroid Play Set A and B

and a few more. I can't remember. xD

Right, after attending the CO practise that I was not happy with last Saturday, I realised that we really have a lot of songs needed to have improvements on. SO PLEASE JUNIORS, stop reading my blog now and go and practise your Er Hu now. And I mean, NOW. D<

Alright~ Today, went out with Yuki and Izumi and had a great time with them today, especially with some window shopping at Comic Connection, the game shop beside it and Art Box. Since Izumi was thristy, we went to the first floor and realised there is a special student thingy for the sweet crepe, so we bought three together, and I pay for Yuki. TTwTT;;

Anyway, went all the way up to the food court, enjoyed and joked around at the food court. It seems I am the slowest among them. .A.

Alright~ HAPPY HALLOWEEN~

Maybe I will draw a Vocaloid halloween version. xD

Kaito as Vampire? Probably. After watching the king of darkness, I laughed so hard that I want to die. But he is dead sexy. KAITOOOOO~~ -glomps- <3

-flies away-

-Miho

2008-10-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

... Happy listening to the laughters of Rena and Shion. Especially Shion's barbaric shout and Satoko's crying for mercy. : D

The last day of school, which was two days ago, was like festival for crying. That was what Silverwolf X told me. =w=;;
Everyone wanted to cry, because too emotional. I think so. xD

Neh, 301! We all can do this! We all will graduate one! Okay? Don't despair over such matters, don't be sad, alright?

TOMORROW HAVE 6 HOURS OF CHINESE ORCHESTRA. WHAT THE FUCK.

USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA. USODA.

Fuck you, man. Fuck you.

2008-10-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Silverwolf X for informing me~ xDD
After all, I still owe him some money for the figmas and nendoroids. xDD

KAITO NENDOROID. I am crazy now. xD
Can finally do yaoi with Len already. -gotshot-
Miku and Kaito. Lol.It will come with an ice-cream and scarf. The scarf is removable. Ahhh~~ I wonder when it will come to my houseee~~ xDD

... Especially with Miku. And with Len and Rin, if I ever get them. .x.;;

Bwahahahah~ And I think it will come with a bag too~~~
... -nosebleed-
I know Meiko is coming out too... But I don't like her, so I don't care. xD
As long as can do yaoi with L-
-gotshot-

Good Smile Company! Do Kaito figma tooooo~~~~~ xDDD

So I can do extra yaoi on figma Len. LOL.
Okay, I am lame. Lol.

All images were taken by Mikatan from Good Smile Company. Lol~

-Miho

2008-10-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

Was reading 'My Dear Master', a yaoi manga. >w<~

Anyway~ Miho went to ITE College East~ Had a lot of fun~
If I were to go for ITE, I want to either take Hairstyling or Information Technology!~
Miho wants to goooooo. : DDDD

SO, I am going to convince my mother that ITE isn't so bad after all. Hey, the people over there are very lively and fun~ Very lively~ Especially one of the guys were wearing rainbow coloured socks. =A=;;

Ah well.
Today, was sort of emo-ing because of that stupid idiot who dumped me, ... I think. Ah well, thanks to Yuki ( the first one who I talked to ), Suzu ( ... Very happy that I am being dumped ) and Alanna, I was able to get over it. Yet, I still miss him...Ahahhahaah. Lol, car.

Anyway! Time to make .. :
1. Costumes
2. ... Another costume.
3. My staff for Dot Hack cosplay ( Dammit designs. @w@;; )

Yeah, I suck straws, thank you.

-Miho

2008-10-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

I HAVE EYE BAGSSSSSSSS. F**K! @____@;;

Don't ask me why I did not go to school yesterday. Simply because, I thought it was marking day, so I did not go to school. Ah well. .A.

Yuki and I went to watch a movie and I won't tell what is it. Spoiler? Sexy legs. xD

Bought a new hat~ >w<~

AWESOME. <3

Ah well. Time to sleep.

Good night. xD

2008-10-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

Add more to my debts. I will kill you, Silverwolf. I will just kill you. D<

Unity Yuno and Unity May (Mei?) from Unity Marriage
Holy Angel Djibril from Makai Tenshi Djibril
Yoko Nendoroid from Toppa Tengen Gurren Lagann

Asking Yuki to do Akaito black version for EOY.
... and I am dumbly supplying her. .A.;;

Ah well, juu better pay back, Yuki. D<

I am going to DIE for art.
And that means I am going to DIE for cosplaying. : DDDDD

Yay~~~ -headdesk-

Yeah, I changed the music. World is Mine by Hatsune Miku is awesome~

and. If I have the time to do, I might scan and post my art in here. Yeah, I have no life at all. 8D

Ah well. -flies away before rocket flies away-

-Miho

2008-09-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

Music Title ：初音ミクの消失　（PV full）
By :　初音ミク

Lyrics with Translation :
（Currently do not know Kanji or Romaji because too fast. )
I'm born, and I realize that in the end
I'm just an artificially constructed android
Yet also an eternal life that sings.
[VOCALOID]
Even if I'm a toy that traces songs
I resolve that it's ok, eat negi, look up at the sky and cry
But I lose even the power to do that.
My personality becomes too dependent on music
And when my original place turns to waste,
My heart-like thing disappears and there is a world
I see at the end of my insanity.
[VOCALOID]
"You were with me even If I couldn't sing well...
by my side, cheering me up...
I practiced hard just to see your smile, so"

Long ago, it was so jovial to sing
But I don't understand...
I don't feel anymore. I'm Sorry.
Whenever I remember your nostalgic face
the sounds I felt so comfortable with disappear
The oncoming end.
The thing I trusted was a mirror that spewed out all-too-well imaginations.
I give up my "princess voice" and scream so strongly
That I shatter my beloved mirror.

THE FASTEST DEATH WILL
Such a weak heart that fails to scare away the phrase
Existential reason.
I'm withered by a force that stops the destruction
That eats away my fading fear.
A painful and sad version of your face
Surfaces in my mind.
After saying goodbye
The place that I sleep in your monitor must be the recycle bin.
I can't believe my memories disappear too
But I won't forget you.
I think I still remember the taste of the negi
That I snacked on during our fun times.
"I want to sing..please...
I still want to sing...!"
"It seems like...
I became a bad girl...Master...please..please
With your hands...
End this...
I don't want to see your sad face anymore..."

Even music fetters my body now
Everytime I wish for a miracle
I get denied. I'm sorry.
Whenever I remember your sweet face
I hear the sound of tearing breaking memories.
Heart-groping, the oncoming end.
The thing I protected was a light that showed me a bright future.
If sacrificing my voice can let me tell you everything.
THE COMPRESSED SONG OF DEPARTURE

I'm born, and I realize that in the end
I'm just an artificially constructed android
Yet also an eternal life that sings.
[VOCALOID]
Even if I'm a toy that traces songs
I resolve that it's ok, eat negi, look up at the sky and cry.
After saying goodbye
the place that I sleep in the monitor must be the recycle bin.
I can't believe my memories disappear too
But I won't forget you.
I hope I still remember the taste of the negi
That I snacked on during our fun times.
I sing my last song that I want only you to hear
Want you to hear more of, I wish
But that is a past wish.

This is where I leave
My feelings vanish
The story encrypted in 0s and 1s concludes here.
I might be regretting my not being able to leave anything for you?
Everything besides the memories of my voice fades
And only the name remains.
Even if that is a wish that cannot be granted to humans
I want to believe that my singing wasn't in vain.

[A fatal error has occured. A fatal error has occured.]

2008-09-27T20:32:00.000-07:00

Loook what I boughtttt~~~ xDDDChu X Chu Idol - Chua Churam~
Having been waiting for WEEKS to buy it. <3

It is an AWESOME figurine, even though it is small.
The more I hug it, the more I love it. >w<

Anyway~ Yesterday, went out with Yuki for photoshoot.
Took ... lots of photos, then went to eat lunch with her at Long John Silvers. =A=;;
After that, went to Daiso and buy batteries, then rushed to draw out Negimized's birthday present. @__@;

After meeting Negimized, the whole group of us went to Sentosa Express ( ... Monorail? ) and went to the beach. Had picnic there and enjoyed ourselves because there is a lot of fun there. xD
Sadly, I have to leave at about 8 PM. So, dragged Yuki ( sorry ) with me to go back to Bedok MRT station. After that, rushed to Black Technology and bought ChuXChuram. =w=;;
So yeah. xD

Ah well~ I will continue studying. =w=;;
-rushes off-

-Miho

2008-09-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

Was on Cosplay.com~ ( `ω ΄ )>
Saw some damn awesome cosplayers~ xD

Minami "Ikki" Itsuki from Air Gear
by Omi Tsukiyono who is from China

KOSMOS from Xenosaga III

by StsZeii from Thailand

Yoite from Nabari no Ou

by Omi Tsukiyona from China ( Again~ )

-faints-

I guess I need to lose a lot a lot of weight.

AND I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY STUDIES.

-got shot by her mother- =w=;;

-Miho

2008-09-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

My handphone got confiscated~~
Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）

So much for SMS-ing in class. -glooms-

WILL BE MIA-ING FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS. ;A;
~~because I want to. kthxbai.~~

Only those who understands me will understand why. ;A;

ANYWAY~
I am currently saving for ChuXChuram.
Got ... a LOT of interruptions. Really, a LOTTTT.
Stupid library fines.

So, saving my money is way harder than doing anyway.
Yet I saved about $40~
Maybe I shall ask my father for $10~ Because I might be going for tuition. :X
Next week will be better~ Because there will not be ANYTHING for me, except for studies. Shit. I always hated this week that happens every two times a year. .A.

-sighs- CHIONG ARHHHHHHHHHH!!!!~~
CHIONG TILL BRAIN BURST ARHHHH~~~~! ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ

Emoticons came from one of the Good Smile Company worker. :3

Their... work ... feels ... so...
relaxed.
Σヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ
I WANT THAT KIND OF JOB.
Because plainly every one minute, they do really really fun ~~but dumb~~ things~

Ah well.
-headdesk-
Dream on, Miho, dream on.
-starts mumbling to herself while drawing circles on the floor-

-Miho

In Out Of Character mode :
　 ∩
　　　 ( ⌒)　　　　∩_ _
　　　/,. ﾉ　　　　　 i　.,,E）
　　./　/"　　　　　 /　/"
　 ./　/ _、_　　／ノ'
　/　/　,_ﾉ` ）／／
（　　　　　　／　
　ヽ　　　　|
　　＼　　　　＼

WILL PASS EXAMS ARHHH~~~
OMG LARRR~~~

-headdesk-

2008-09-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

Okay~ On Friday, need to rush down to City Hall to buy my green wig. Well, the supplier have to go off, and good thing Yuki was there. Ah well, so continued rushing to meet Yuki. After meeting Yuki, went 7-Eleven to buy our lunch, which are ... 2 cup noodles, 1 oreo packet and one giant slurpee ( I think. ). Later, we brought our food and went to one of the staircases and eat our lunch~ Talk crap and do homework for about 2 hours, then rush to my house.

Damn the school, they don't allow Yuki in. TT___TT;;
So, followed her to the bus stop, then walked back to school. Then realised that I was 15 minutes late. Okay, nevermind. So we got ready for performance and went for it. Then next was the 'entertainment' place. Sat there with my broken back and dry throat with an empty stomach ( I reject all food. I wonder why. .A. ) and performed.

Had a little break. Went with Ayane and her friends who are scared of ghost. Anyway, walked behind the school where is all dark and saw two frogs and many lizards. Walked through any places where they said it is scary. Okay, so I proved to them that it is not scary. Ghosts are illusions, please. =A=;;
Walked to the exercise area where a group of students praying to ... something. Anyway, walked away until they left then went back to the exercise area again. Ayane then sang with her friend a song and I was trying to scare them. Bah, whatever.

So yeah, that is review for Friday.
Will continue laterr~

2008-09-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

WARNING. MASS SPAM OF VIDEOS FOR DE LULZ.

Miho thinks Kaito sings sad or funny songs are the best. : >

Thanks to all these, I feel MUCH MUCH more better. : D

No thanks to someone and another someone. ._.;;

BHB larrr. (; A ; )
Anyway.
Bought Rust Blaster the comic. Though it is Chinese, but ah well. =w=;;

-sighs-
This song is so nice lar. ._.;;
( ΄ Д`)~

... Lul. Updated.

-runs away-

-Miho

EDIT :
The three videos that links up to each other. xD
The Daughter of Evil ( Rin )

The Servant of Evil ( Len )

The Message of Regret

And for idiots who don't read my blog often. : )

-Sigh-

2008-09-05T09:18:00.000-07:00

I miss him. I miss him. I miss him. I miss him.

Even though it is just one day since we last talked. ._.
But I still miss him. .A.

I am no going to say anything. If you want to bug in my love life, go ahead. I have a chopper and a pen in my hand, ready for anybody. INCLUDING backstabbers and betrayers. I hate them.

Is sick today. Wait, not only today. Yesterday AND today, I was sick. Coughing like a mad person and coughing like the ... whatever it is called is stuck in my throat. Not only that, my nose block like crap. Then at the same time last night, I was having a fever. Then my father gave me panadol.

Today, when I woke up, it was about 10 AM. Panic like shit and also feeling dizzy and very sick. Then I called my mother and discussed with her. I really feel like a ragdoll being pulled by two persons. Chinese remedial class clashes with my Chinese Orchestra. If go to Chinese remedial, can go for CO. Yet, if go for CO, Chinese teacher will call my father. Got so stressed up till my mother realised that I was really sick, then decided to let me have MC.

I still feeling a little giddy though. ._.

How I wish it is the EOY examinations week now. How I wish that it is here. Faster come then faster go lar. ._.

-sigh-
Well, thanks to my mother nagging me to download games into my handphone, I was not bored till I got really sleepy and went to sleep. ._.;;

I still feel sick, you know. ._.
-Miho

2008-09-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Ordered more stuff from Black Technology. Damn, I hate these days. It is going to be a tight month for me because I have to pay my debts, I have to buy one more wig, and I have to ... look at my figure. .A.;;

Anyway, I will continue on with the stuff I just bought.

Kagamine Len from Vocaloid ( Figma )

Kagamine Rin from Vocaloid ( Figma )

Wahhh!~ Stop tempting meee~~ TT_____TT;;

SO, to add on my list... ._.;; :

S$95.00 ( Chu X Churam )
S$90.00 ( Hime-sama )
S$74.00 ( Djibril Zero )
~~S$49.00 ( Melissa Seraphy )~~
S$49.00 ( Pastel Ink )
S$38.00 X 2 ( Kagamine Len and Rin from Good Smile Company )
S$37.00 ( Konata Izumi )
S$32.00 X 2 ( Kagamine Len and Rin from Figma )
S$26.50 ( Yoko from Toppa Tenga Gurren Lagann )

Total - S$511.50

WAHHHHH. -kills temptation-

TT___TT

Someone donate me pleaseee~~ TwT;;

Ah well. So in about.. 100++ days, then I can pay. ( If my dad STILL gives me $10 everyday. .A. )

... and I don't want to say about what happened today. .A.

-Miho

EDIT :

This is coming out soonnn. I wantttt. xD

Because it is very very niceeeee. Okay, so it is to decorate my empty shelf. ._.;;

Empty sia, the shelf! Placed Melissa Seraphy and Miku, still looks empty. I better demand for more money. .A.;;

-Miho

2008-08-31T20:07:00.000-07:00

Miho welcomes...Melissa Seraphy from Chu X Chu Idol~ But it is in the nendoroid version.

The figurine version is ... ... Awesome. -drools-

But I can't. TwT

Ah well~ -hugs Melissa Seraphy-

Again, I will be ordering somemore~ That means the more my debts would be. OTL

Matsuri was fun because I was in a huggable mood again and I ran around. xD

People I saw in there was Yuki_loli, Tsukihami, Xeths, Yuchi, Esuteru_Akasuki, Negimized and etc etc.. Then after the event, Yuki_loli and I did a little photoshoot, Went to Long John's Silver and ate then go back home with Negimized, Yuki_loli and Yuchi.
Thanks guys! I had a lot of fun even though there are some people over there who I hate, but you all cheered me up~ xD

-Miho

EDIT :
I just reserved another few more. -glooms-

Holy Angel Djibril Zero from Makai Tenshi Djibril Episode 3
Yoko from Toppa Tenga Gurren Lagann
and an extra Len because Izumi wants it. >_>;;

So that means...

S$95.00 ( Chu X Churam )

S$90.00 ( Hime-sama )

S$74.00 ( Djibril Zero )

~~S$49.00 ( Melissa Seraphy )~~

S$49.00 ( Pastel Ink )

S$38.00 X 2 ( Kagamine Len and Rin )

S$37.00 ( Konata Izumi )

S$26.50 ( Yoko )

Total - S$447.50

Uwahhhhhh. -got shot by herself-

I hate temptations. Alright. Just hate it. .A.

-Miho

2008-08-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

I RESERVED CHU X CHURAM~~~ xDDDDDDDDD

Now is time to save more money than usual. -glooms-

Anyway~
~~I don't think anyone wants to read ths whole of my list.. .A.;;~~

So I will list out the list of things I need to pay

From the most expensive to the least :

Chu X Churam from Chu X Chu Idol
Hime-sama from Kaibutsu Oujo
Melissa Seraphy from Chu X Chu Idol ( Nendoroid )
Pastel Ink from Moetan ( Nendoroid )
Kagamine Rin and Len from Vocaloid ( Nendoroid )
Izumi Konata Winter Version from Lucky Star ( Figma )

List in money ...:
S$95.00 ( Chu X Churam )
S$90.00 ( Hime-sama )
S$49.00 ( Melissa Seraphy )
S$49.00 ( Pastel Ink )
S$38.00 X 2 ( Kagamine Rin and Len )
S$37.00 ( Konata Izumi )
Total - S$396.00

... Uwah. -kills self-
That means about 100 days of no eating for recess or anything.
Means about after exams, then I can pay the full sum. ;A;
-needs to contact the boss- =w=;;

Anyway. : D

I am the first of the class!~ Weird, right?
I fail about two subjects, and yet, I have gotten to the top. Very weird. xD
After the holidays, time to hit the books. =w=;;

I am SO going to die for my cosplays + figurines. SO going to die. =w=;

-Miho

Lul. I am back.

2008-08-26T07:18:00.000-07:00

LOL~ I ordered another two items. I am SURE to go bankrupt.
... Wait, I still have money in my bank. =w=;;

Credits to BlackTechnology again. -rolls around-
Now I owe about like S$200+. orz

Items I just bought~ :

Izumi Konata from Lucky Star ( For someone. A precious someone. )

Hime-Sama from Kaibutsu Oujo ( Love that anime~♥ )

SO glad that I bought Hime-sama. It looks trusting~ ( Even though it is like $90 for that. )

PLUS, Chu X Churam sold outtttt!~ DDDDD:

I wanted to buy today, you know! But no more already. TT__TT

If there is a re-stock, I will order it IMMEDIATELY. I tell you. xD

For the 'dear' someone,

You thought that I hate you, but instead, I love you all as my precious friends. One clue? If you are SOOOO eager to ask me "Who are you going to give to?!"

.. One clue then.

She is younger than me. 8D

Okay, lol. =w=;;

Anyway~ I was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY bored just now, so I did some omake. xDDD

I ... just look f**king ugly. .A.;;

I just realised that I have A1 for science~~ I was SO happy~~~ <33

Well, my science teacher gave me this packet of candy for scoring the top two for the whole class~~~ Man, how she knew I love this kind of candy?! What a good prediction, lul.

Must gambatte for other subjects! Must gambatte!~~

More like, I am forcing myself to go and study, but lazy to. Yeah yeah, I am SO lazy to the fact that my teacher is concerned about my homework and told me to stay back everyday just to pass up that homework. =w=;

What a procrastinator am I. Lul.

Anyway~

My mother bought some stickers from Seoul, Korea. It is like, one year or so, since I lasted touch it. All thanks to Laina who got attracted by it in the eye and asked whether she could have it. Now I want another one. DAMMIIITTTT. Laina, you owe me one sticker. Anyway, since this thing could stick on my handphone...

Yeah, I played around the stickers. xDDD

Shoosh, I SHOULD have censored my guy's name. Well, good thing it is NOT his real name. I just call him by that, lul.

Anyway~ A few more days to school holidays~ Where I could go for ECP to JOGGGG for all I care and play DDR too~

Let me copy Yuki nii-san again, sorry neh. >:

People who I WANT to go out more often~ : Izumi, Yuki nii-san, Suzu, Laina and Ryuna daughter ( Yah, I still remember you. xD )

I miss you allll~~ : Izumi ( for not going out with me. >: ), Yuki Nii-san ( DDR~ I want to DDR moreeee ), Ryuna daughter ( because you did not remember to say happy birthday to me. D< )

... LOL

Tempted to buy the Shining Wind or Shining Tears figurinessss~~~ but must pay the debt first bah. If not, kenna loa-

-got shot-

-Miho

AhhhHHHhhhhhhHHHhhh~~~~~ <3

2008-08-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

Picture Intensive~~~ I think. Lul.

I.. just reserved four items~ <3>

Thanks to Silverwolf_X, I get to understand how the hell I actually order things online and buy it from the store. I am SUCH a noob at it. lul. =w=;;

Anyway~

Items I just ordered~ ( and going to starve for 3 weeks. orz ) :

Kagamine Len from VocaloidKagamine Rin from VocaloidPastel Ink from MoetanMelissa Seraphy from Chu x Chu Idol ( Yeah, they allow you to see the underwear For Hentai Jijis. )

... Kyaahhh~~~ Omochikaeri~~~ >w<~~ Also, I got this Aiko(?)'s blog.

I want that Chu Churam, dammit. D:

If I buy the non-Nendoroid form...It will cost about S$95.00. That mean another additional two weeks for me to starve.

... but I want it. However, it is only limited to those who goes for Comiket. -headdesk- Thanks for the extra information that I forgot to read. -headdesk-

AHhhhh. Study first! -headdesk-

ANYWAY. Credits first before I say anything!

Credits to Black Technology for using the picture. @w@;;

Well, back to point. :3

Yeah yeah, I know my blog is like all about anime and anime, but I love it. Also, you can't change the way how people loves things, so yeah. :3

Zetsubou Sensei from Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei~ I ... want. ;A;

Done by Keroro Sergent people~ I think. LUL. Just look how big the gun is~ I want~ but it cost about S$115.. Why all damn things I want are so expensive~ -glooms-

Yoko fromo Toppa Tenga(?) Gurren Lagann~ xDD

That show is sorta hilarious. The manga just made me bored. xD

And yeah, someone cosplayed as Yoko before. Just that I can't find that picture in my computer. xD

Ah welllllllll~~~ Save more money~ Save more moolah~ Then get more for whatever I want~~ <3

-Miho

2008-08-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

Just a few more days to End Of Years examinations!

Usually, I would be like "Hurry up and get over it."

... Hurry up and get over EOY exams now. TwT;;

Just another 3 weeks ( or so. ) and my life is FREE ( from exams ).
Then can slack for 2 dammit months ... wait, it is to do my cosplay costume too. 100 sit-ups everyday, neh? =w=;

Anyway, there is so many should I or should I not questions today. .A.;;

Should I or should I not go for remedial classes?
In the end, I did not go.

Should I or should I not make a Yam blog?
In the end, I decided to wait for the EOY cosplay to be over, then I will check it out. =w=;

Ah well. See you~ >w<
-Miho

2008-08-16T21:28:00.000-07:00

I am ... going to flame someone I don't like.

... REALLY don't like.

Flaming done in another place~ xDDD

... I am flaming enough. This might cause another war~ Who knows?~ xD

Hey, I know I use vulglarties, but I DID NOT say the name who I am flaming at.

Probably I should open a flaming blog like Nii-san. .A.;;

-rolls around-

-Miho

Study... study..... study... stress.

2008-08-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

I have been studying a lot. Miraculously.

It is like, the first time I studied soooo hard until my pimples are all popping out and having migrane for a few times. =A=;

I r want to go outtt~ ( ˃Д˂;;)o~

It is like AGES since I last went out~ ;A;

Anyway~ A new drawing on tablet~ More like, a new COLOURED drawing on the tablet.

Yeah. It is supposed to be Naoto from Persona 4, but I messed up the reference. xD

So, I will call it 'Original Character WITHOUT outlines'. =w=;

Now that I have my tablet, I can DRAW on the computer. Oh jeez, for YEARS, I have been DYING to draw on the computer. >_>;;

Anyway, I shall do what Nii-san did.

Elky - ... Somewhat, in some ways, I have to say, I hate you. But because of your silly-ness and everything, I love you. You dumb idiot, Miho loves you the best. <3

Izumi - You bun head~ Your shiny forehead also tells me something. I don't know why. Anyway~ I am glad that you are always supporting me ... and also calling me at night to chat about something. xD

Yuki Nii-san - Thanks for DDR-ing WITH me! And also for planning out the cosplay plans also. If not, we will just add on and on and on and on and it will never stop. Who knows? It might be going on till 2100. xDDD

Suzu TING A LING - Thanks for FORCING me to study even though I am lazy to. I know I am 'changing' in a way, but hey, we are still kids in heart. Don't worried about your incident, just ... be careful. Laina and I are SO paranoid now.

Laina - Without you, I will be suffering with HER, sitting next to HER, talking to HER, and you know who will be talking about herself and herself and herself. But hey, you make my life even more cheerful and you make me want to laugh more!

Jesslyn Jie-jie - ... If you are not there to help me with maths, I will not know what will become of me when I take that maths paper. Even though we quarrelled, fought and .. blah, you are the best sister in the world. <3

... I can't think of more. -glooms-

Ah well. -rolls away-

-Miho

2008-08-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

Credits to Usagi-San

No, I did not cosplay as them. I just think that the cosplay is awesomeeee. +O+~

Xrystal, Hoshi and Sfsakana did a Vocaloid team for Streetfest 2008 and this time, in CosCon 2008, they pwned again~ xD

Anyway, the 'game' they are cosplaying is called Princess Nightmare.

Got it from IGN.com. ( Copyrights issue. =w=; )

I do not really know what is going on in the game ( because I do not read Japanese ) but I MIGHT be cosplaying. Can't really say yes, because my cosplay plans are already full ( yeah, full. )

Yuki nii-san and I are deciding to keep our cosplay plans a secret. So, my section on cosplaying would be deleted by will be replaced as something else also. Who knows? Just keep looking.

Need to study maths and Social Studies. See ya~ xDD

-Miho

2008-08-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

Naoto~ Naoto~~

I demand a Naoto cosplayer~ ~~So I could stalk her. 8D~~
Just joking. xD

The whole of Persona 4 chracters... and one dumb shadow running away. =w=;

Anyway, Persona 4 is a continued ( I think ) version for Persona 3 ( ... Sound like a very obvious 'duh' ).

Yet, the evokers are not guns, but card. ( LOL. Yeah, glass cards that SMASH on your head and you go "WHUTTT." )

Something like this. It is still not released in the U.S version, so Japanese. ( Hanamaru sounds gayyyyyy ) and I am excited to hear how Naoto sounds like. ( That's why I am FAST FORWARDING everything. But no her. ;A; )

Persona 4 ROCKS, I tell you. I am SO going to try drawing Naoto. <3

-Miho

2008-08-03T00:09:00.001-07:00

Yup! I changed my blogskin!~ I have also installed my tablet into the PC and drew a picture of Kureha. Currently black and white due to I am not used to the tablet.

I am SUPPOSED to meet Yuki nii-san today. Yet, I don't know where she is because she lost her handphone and she does not have a house phone.

... and I don't know whether she knew how to come to my place. Maybe she got lost! @___@;;

Anyway, back to the skin. Final Fantasy XIII Versusssss~~~~ Venus is like VERY VERY bishie-fied sexy guy. Ah well, I just wish I have a slim figure so I can cosplay. ;A;

... That will never work until I get my arse off this chair. -glooms-

Shizu seems to be like the first Singaporean cosplayer who did Final Fantasy XIII Versus. I think. Well! I don't know everyone THAT well! x_x;;

While waiting for Yuki, I shall do my Cosfest 2008 Super Henshin review. =w=;;

Day one :

The graffiti wall was started by me. =w=; Fufufuuu~

It was blank, for gawd's sake. So I just ran towards it and draw like no one's business. I am such an asshole. -gotshot-

Then I saw Rina~

With an irritating person behind her. ;A;

The event was VERY VERY crowded with like a thousand and one people inside. Yes, I got squashed. ;A;

People I met are.. :

Jesuke cosplaying as Cloud from Final Fantasy Crisis Core

Golden-feline cosplaying as Len from Vocaloid

Kirisaki cosplay as Mikan from Air Gear

Willows cosplaying as Mad Hatter from Original Character Alice in Wonderland.

Tsukihami cosplay as Mao from Code Geass

and many many more~~~ Shizu was also there~ But I can't find the photo of her in Kanda. Maybe later, I am going to be busy already.

Alright! I will let you all see the photos laterrr~~ xDD

Currently looking at some ~~yaoi~~ anime website like this one here...

Warning : If you don't like Yaoi, please don't click on the Graphics.

Click at your own risk

If you scream when you enter this website, serve you right. :3

-sighs- I read too much yaooiiii~~~~ In Mangafox, there is like more than 200 mangas that are yaoi and apparently, I am addicted to KaiLen ( Kaito X Len ) now. ;a;

... more please. ;A;

Ah well! -flies away-

-Miho

2008-08-01T21:36:00.001-07:00

It is Saturdayyyyy!~~ Finally~

My 13 hours of sleeping caused me to have a backache. I am such a slacker. 8D

Anyway, it is days before CAs, DAYS before my measurement for the cosplay costume, and WEEKS to SAs.

.... SAs~ Faster come and go~ The faster it come, the faster it goes. How I wish this is the end of SAs and every damn thing. I want to see my cosplay costume(s). )<

My father bought me a tablet~ So I can draw in photoshop ~~and create some bullshit anime drawing out of nowhere~~

Also, I realised that those who LOVES anime will be like me or whatever but those who does not will treat those who loves anime coldly. I don't know why. Simply, because they have passion for other stuffs but not us? Or is it they can't be bothered to talk to us because THEY think our likings are WEIRDER than theirs. Bullshit, seriously.

Anyway~ I will try and install the tablet now and draw something in Photoshop. I know my tablet is the lowest model of all but, hey, shut up. I love my father for BUYING me this expensive shit and I love my father for BUYING me my camera last year. So if you want to critise on which type of tablet I am using, I have just four words.

Shut up and die.

-Miho

The Wandering Path of Blood and Tears Just Kept going... and going...

2008-07-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

~~OMG. I AM SCARED.~~

Okay. I have confidence in doing these cosplays. Though I may not be a good one, but I must have confidence. -headdesk-

Cosplay Plans ( Crap? D: ) :
EOY 2008 : Alice from Ragnarok Online
SOY/Streetfest 2009 : Nigaito and Kaito from Vocaloid
CosCon 2009 : Aigis ( School Uniform Version ) from Persona 3
EOY 2009 : Gauche from Tegami Bachi or Letter Bee
EOY 2010 : Michael from Angel Santuary

Photoshoots :
Kagamine Len from Vocaloid
Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji

2010~ Where all my money with smiling faces flies away from my pocket~ xDD

Anyway.

I am STILL addicted to Kokoro/Kiseki by Kagamine Len and Rin.

and in just one day time, the horror will come.
No, not the performance for CO, but it is my birthday.

.... My dammit 15 years of crappy shit and crying and rolling around and feeling sick. =w=;;

WEEEEEEeeeee~~~ -got shot-

-Miho

2008-07-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

This song just let me emo. .A.

It is JUST the song. -glooms-

Len gave Rin his hearttttttt. -headdesk-

-glooms even more-

This is Rin's side. She IS trying to find out why she is living. -glooms-

HOLY CRAP.

"However, her face was filled with a smile.

She looked like an angel."

Another one which are together. .A.; -cries-

... -emos-

Anyway, to Kaito now.

Lol, poor him. =w=;

He got bullied by the user. =w=;

ALSO ALSO. xDDD

LOL. POOR GUY. xDDD

Anyway, I will buying my costumes on August.

So hopefully I can get them before or after exams. I feel so stressed now and I don't know why. ._.

Ah well.

-Miho

2008-07-12T09:07:00.000-07:00

Shh. I am reading more yaoi. <3

-chants-
The more yaoi, the merrier, the more yaoi, the merrier.

Anyway, after reading Kuroshitsuji, I swear, being a butler with three idiots fooling around the mansion and your master is just a 12 years old kid, is very very tough. Ah well.

Cosfest came and go~ and I am SO screwed.
I am not even doing my homework, and I can be SO relaxed.
Plus, Izumi requested me to do Kaito for EOY cosplay event. I want to KILL her, I tell you.

For EOY ( End of Year ) cosplay event, I will join in a competition. A freaking competition. Crap, I tell you. Why? Because we have not even think of a skit. =A=;;

Anyway, I will be ordering my costume(s) at August~ <3

Then I can at least concentrate on my studi-
-got shot-

ALSO. I AM SELLING THINGS FOR EOY~ <3
Drawings that is. -headdesk-

I neeeeeeeeed to draw one full set of Vocaloid stuff. Some keychains and badges. =w=;

I can feel my money flying away. -headdesk-

-Miho

2008-07-03T06:40:00.000-07:00

If you're still alive, under the sea,
I'll cut off both my legs and become a fish.

If you come close enough for me to fall into the depths,
I'll become a shadow, wandering the endless darkness.

Entrancingly drifting in the air, my shimmering haze,
I only remembered the days that weren't granted to us.

You're not here.
I know that. I know that.

Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

If these words ever reach you,
I'll take my living body and throw it away.

A 'now' that has erased my vivid wounds -
Your warmth that steals everything -

I longed for them, I searched for them
Even though they're illusions.

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.

Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

The splinters of memories are rotting away.
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
I'm forgetting - it's blurring -
Your voice disappears in the noise.

They're rotting, they're shedding -
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
Without leaving a trace - I'm forgetting -
Your voice is becoming noise.
-Koe from Fatal Frame III

ANOTHER SONG LYRICS

Deep underground, I kept digging a hole
Without knowing where it would lead.
With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand,
I search for your arm.

Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it
I was crushed by your strength.

Burned on, Burned on,
The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands.
Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn hands,
See, I can flutter better than you thought.

The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon
Where will it take seed and blossom?
The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home
And steal my eyes away from me.

Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you,
I believe I could become your true hiding place.

Burned down, Burned down,
The place of our promise that will never return.
Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony
See, I can flutter better than you thought.

If you can’t hear me, even though I scream,
I want you to destroy me with your own hands
While you can still hold me dear.

Your arms that hold me back
Turn into a gentle dust.
I simply stare at the sky, silently.

Burned on, Burned on
The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands
Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn hands

Burned down, Burned down,
The place of our promise that will never return.
See, I can flutter better than you thought.
- Chou from Fatal Frame II

I AM ADDICTED TO FATAL FRAME, THANK YOU. D;

It is NICE.
Not for those that just randomly pop out of nowhere and disappears. >_>;;

"I kill the spirit... with this camera!"

... lol. >_>

Anyway, I got my wa-loli ( borrowed from Zermaine, thank you! ) and my wig. Yes, my WIG.

For those people who are stupid enough. A wig is fake hair.

My wig is 100 CM long. .A.;
I am going to wear it for Cosfest @ Downtown East.

OH GOD, I CAN'T WAIT. >w<

-Miho

2008-06-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

I AM ADDICTED TO FATAL FRAME. D:

~~and sadly, I do not dare to go out of my bed. =A=~~

I don't believe in ghost, so whatever. >_>;
Yet, Fatal Frame gave me GOOOD ides for art.

-shoves finger in air and does the 'HA- I GOT IT' pose
IDEASSSSSSSSSS. -shiny eyes-

For Fatal Frame, the Blinding Mask torture tool, good for 'Nightmares' :3
In fact, the blind mask is used to blind people. How it was used? That is for me to know and for you to see. :3

Okay, if you can see this, you are GOOOD.
Anyway, the way how to use the mask is just to stab the mask into the eyes. The mask has two nails through it, and it is .... sharp.
So yeah, stab the nails in the eye~ and ... ouch. D;

I am sorry, the spoilers are around here. :3

Rightttt~ :33333
You have seen the spoilers desu~~~
I just love Fatal Frame, don't mind me. xDDD

-rolls around-

Fatal Frame II is just touching. Especially when the twin's spirit jumped off. :3
... Still, the ghost in Fatal Frame I is ... FARKING scary. D;

It is like, you look up, there is a FACE on there. WTF

That dammit picture was in my mind the WHOLE night.
Watching/Playing Fatal Frame I during school days is not advisable, you can't sleep the whole night.

Fatal Frame III? I can't be bothered to watch in Youtube. : )

AND FATAL FRAME IV IS COMING OUT~ -runs around-

Ah well. -headdesk-

I want my wiggggg~ So I can give it to Yuki~~~ and ask her to take care for me. ._.;
Yesh, I am a BAD wig carer, thank you.

Tessie is coming back in August... Faster~ I want to order my costume as fast as possible. ;A;

For shoes...? I don't know. xD
Alice, damn you and your longggg hair. ;A;

Anyway~ :333
-Miho

2008-06-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

YESH! I DID IT~

Okay, a few things I am happy about and one stuff I am upset about.

First stuff that I am happy :

I was working for the last three days, and I was able to sell ... around 17 stuff? Ah well, that is the good part. if I calculate all, it adds up to $206.20~

I ... sell things and earned... $200+?! Omg. xD

Also, I was working for $5 per hour. So, I worked for like 23 hours...

23 x $5 = $115

And I am getting my pay like, the end of the month. ( Actually, I could get it yesterday, but I just don't want to trouble the cashier, so I decided to go home. )

The second thing is...

I RESERVED THE KAGAMINE TWINS NENDOROID SERIES.

OMG. xDDD

I am SO excited~ I can't wait for October to comeeeee~

Come faster October~ I don't care whether there is examinations or what~ I want my Kagamine Twins~~~ .. and my Cosplay costume~~~ xDDD

-rolls around-

Just... just... a few more months! A few more months! And there flies my $70~ xDD

Plus! If I was able to buy the Kaito Nendoroid, I AM SO GOING TO MAKE KAITO AND LEN DO YAOI. -is VERY excited-

Third thing I am happy about is~~

I met Tsukihami ( expected? I don't know. xD ) yesterday at Bugis arcade~~

It is like, after working, I was thinking,"Hmm... Should I go to the arcade...? Probably Tsukihami is there..."

I went, and there is she, playing the 'button' game. xDDD

What an 'expected' meeting. xDDD

Okay, now one thing I am sad about is..

Hazel went to Hong Kong, and I did not see farewell or take care before she go.

-sniffs-

Now I will be alone for one whole week. -glooms-

Stupid me. I should have woke up earlier. ._.;

Anyway~

Now I know why one physical hit on the Main character in Persona 3 from her is like 400 HP gone. @___@;

That book is one THICK book. Yet, she is so cute when they went to date. xDDD

Elizabeth :

... Oh~ This is what they call a "fountain"!

Minato : -sweatdrop-

Elizabeth :

I heard that I am supposed to throw money in the fountain and make a wish, right?

Minato :

... Er, yeah.

Elizabeth :

... -grabs a bag full of money ( 1 million yen, my goodness ) and pours in the fountain-

Minato :

-shock-

Elizabeth :

Ah! I forgot to make my wish!

-takes another bag of money and pours into the fountain-

Minato :

-sweatdrop-

LOOOOOOOL~~~~ xDDD

Oh, and in the game, there is two fountains.

So she wasted 2 million yen in one, and 1 million yen in another. xDDD

Oh~ In the escalotor (?) part~

Elizabeth :

-walks down the escalotor-

... The escalotor went up....

Elizabeth :

... -walks down again-

... The escalotor went up again...

Elizabeth :

-ran down the escalotor-

... LOL

Elizabeth, she is stuck in the Velvet room TOO long. xDD

-Miho

[ . When Your Touch Fades Away . ]

2008-06-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

I am addicted to this song, I don't know why. xD

The singer is ... Yosei Teikoku... I think

.. oh yeah, it is. :X

Anyway, just to spark up what is that group.

Yosei Teikoku is a Gothic J-Rock group. They have released one independent album, titled Stigma, and two under the publisher Lantis to which they are currently signed. Fairy Yui is the vocalist and Takaha Tachibana (who has also worked with similar vocalist Kukui) is the composer of their songs.

- Extracted from wikipedia.

NO WONDER THEY ARE SO GOOD. I like Gothic, seriously. 8DDD

Lyrics for the First Video [ Last Moment ] :
[Be in the grip of Death.
Jesus!
Mercy killing.
Last moment.]

White light shines in, the same awakening repeats
Red light declares the end, will tomorrow arrive?

Why was I given the gift of life? Was I born for the sake of accomplishing something?
I offer my prayers to the gods, although no requests get through to them

Extending black feathers/wings, wavering in darkness
And the untouching pain of separation could not be conveyed still

You, who gave me memories I do not wish to lose
[speaking of] “Forget me” and the like, come now that’s hypocrisy
I wonder what a good wish would be…

The next time I wake, it may not be at a place you are at
Until the day I return to the sky, let me hear your voice

Crying out hoarsely, you screamed “don’t die”
How many times do I have remaining to be touched by you?
Is this the day of my last moment? I still want to stay inside you (inside your heart/thoughts)!
Even this kind of emotion will disappear

Lyrics :

Dedicating pledges towards gems, clasping each other’s hands
The dancing and rebelling roses entwine and split apart
Being unafraid for your sake, I seize and follow the thorns
A rondo played by the strength and depth of emotions

Inlaying pride among petals
O dancing maidens, face off till the end

The girls entrust their faith towards pure holy robes
Becoming the keys to the conclusion you saw
Weaving noble will
Enveloped in dazzling light
Until the carillon declaring the final moment,
Lead the way and battle

The two bonded by miracle are as if reflected in a mirror
A slave bound by ties that cannot be violated by anyone
I suppose those hands were extended again tonight for your sake
Noticing concealed wounds at trembling arms

Even if clear fair skin were to be sullied
O dancing maidens, unable to blossom

The girls hide their pain in pure holy robes
Although facing those that had become foes is fate
Wanting to protect you above all
No matter the number of times the body grates
Until summoned by the final bell
Battle unwaveringly

Shed tears, a myriad of colorful flowers

he girls entrust their faith towards pure holy robes
ecoming the keys to the conclusion you saw
Weaving noble will
Enveloped in dazzling light
Until the carillon declaring the final moment,
ad the way and battle

I will find the english version, nya.

Haha, yes, dollfies. I need to sketch one dollfie for my art.

... Nightmare, that is. Since the theme is 'Dream', I wanted to try something way beyond the expectations. So, I decided to make one relation to it, which is 'Nightmare'.

... Care seeing one of those dolls, carrying a big knife, getting ready to stab you? : D

... NICE. MORE IDEAS. -rushes away-

-Miho

2008-06-04T02:41:00.000-07:00

Okay, all of them came from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, thank you.

First one.

The Sonozaki twins. One of them is Mion, who is wearing the shrine dress while Shion, the yellow shirt, has commited a sin to her family. Shion wanted Mion to forgive three person, so Mion told Shion to tear out three nails.

Second one .

Torturing Satoko as she is an eyesore to Shion ( YES, THAT IS SHION. Thank you. )

Satoko was asking what Shion is going to do with her and Rika while Shion replied,"Kill." There was when Mion begged Shion to stop. Yet, Shion doesn't want to because she thought Mion betrayed her and killed Satoshi-kun. Mion did not give up and begged Shion to forgive Satoko. Shion then did not want and kept stabbing Satoko. Mion then tried to ask Shion to stop but Shion told Mion to say "Sorry" 1000 times and there is where Shion kept stabbing. Shion then asked a question and slapped Satoko as she wants an answer ( Shion... ) and after... something.. Shion kept stabbing into Satoko's right arm. Satoko then did not felt anything and Shion decides to go for the left arm. It appears that Satoko beared the pain and Shion felt weird. Satoko then told Shion that she felt regretted as she kept calling for her brother and wants to grow stronger. There is where Shion busted out in anger and killed her. Shion then remembered Satoshi's last wish, which is to protect Satoko. While she said that she failed.

Then it skipped to the part where Shion nearly died. She fell off the hospital wall and was asking Satoshi for forgiveness.

Third one

Rika fighting with Shion ( ... Gah. I hate her. )

.. :3

Enjoy the blooding bath videos~

2008-06-01T02:56:00.000-07:00

Pieces of the truth
Of things that I want to tell you-
I can't even send them well to you
If I write them with the blood that stains my fingertips
Then can they spill into your heart?

Even if the one word left behind
To us who live
Is to be goodbye
- Kotodama by ALI Project from Shigofumi ( Letters from the Dead )

I am growing ALI Project addict. Their songs reminds me of a broken doll. More like, revengeful doll that uses a knife and cackles. 8D

Talking about dolls. Rozen Maiden's songs are addicting too.
Let me see...
Rozen Maiden -
Opening : Kinjirareta Asobi ( The Forbidden Game )
Ending : Toumei Shelter ( Transparent Shelter )

Rozen Maiden Traumend -
Opening : Seishojo Ryoiki ( The Domain of Holy Girl )
Ending : Hikari no Rasenritsu ( Spiraling Melody of Light )

Rozen Maiden Ouvertune -
Opening : Baragoku Otome ( Rose Jail Maiden )
Ending : Utsusemi no Kage ( The Empty Cicada's Shadow )

Go and search for their lyrics. :3

Very very victorian and ancient like. xDD

-posts more lyrics-

The walls of grief are being piled up
The god of foolishness will be revered
- Boukoku Kakusei Catharsis by ALI Project from .hack//Roots

Confession’s finger and intelligence were united
And as for your sins
Maybe lying was the right thing to do...?
- Ankoku Tengoku ( Dark Heaven ) by ALI Project from Kamichama Karin

[ . Tempted Broken Doll . ]

2008-05-29T10:28:00.001-07:00

I am tempted to buy Kagamine Rin and Len Nendoroid now. D:

First is Miku, now is Rin and Len. -headdesk-

NOT ONLY THAT.

Taken from xcloud's blog, thanks.Volks SEEMS to be making Kagamine Rin and Len figurines! D;

I am tempted to buy them too!~

... Yet, lack of money. -glooms-

Anyway.

In Vocaloid Fanclub 2, I have decided to create a cosplay group PURELY for Vocaloid. Yesh, I am going to be epic failure. D:

Yet, I am doing Len. Time to burn some fats, dammit. T___T;

Currently playing Imperishable Night by Shanghai Alice team - Touhou

Homg. It is crazy. x_x

Could hear my computer sounding 'Ti' a lot of times. x_______x;

Alright see you then~

-Miho

[ . When Cicadas Cry . ]

2008-05-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

Streetfest came and pass... Well! I have a FUN day~ xDD
Apparently, that is my favourite photo for the day. For those ~~idiots~~ people who does not know who they are, I will tell you. Kagamine Len and Kaito from the Vocaloid series. No, Vocaloid is NOT an anime. They are 'learning' Dancho dance. 8D
Dancho Dance~ 8D v
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?0v=ezIivYoz4to

Here is Len cosplayer, claims to named Hoshi. :X
I swear, Len looks bishounenfied and shotafied at the same time. D:

Beatifully done, desu. 8D

Anyway, the Vocaloid cosplayers went out because they want an 'isolated' place. It seems there pack of photographers seem to make their way there. Intruging.... =A=

Hitman Reborn cosplay group.

STJH-SAMA~~~ xDD

It is exciting, since Jesuke is there. 8DDDD

I will be back with more updates~ <3

-Miho

2008-05-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

I am like, playing Touhou 09 now. =w=;

Yay to me. 8D

Anyway, screenshot for touhou. : D

Yesh, the left side is me.

... Merely getting owned by the final boss. =w=;

Whattt~~ I can use the final boss~ ... If I finish all of the characters. Therefore, suffering to clear all character's story mode in order to allow myself to play the boss her/himself~

If you are wondering how this game works, you have to dodge ALL things. Yes, ALL of them. A bloody fun game to play. 8D

Phew~ Just finished final boss. =w=;

Think I will download Touhou 08, and kill myself for tomorrow. 8D

Alright then~ Miho shall smack a picture I found in the internet desu~

Alright~ Tata for now~ :3

-Miho desu~

[ . The Scariest Dream . ]

2008-05-11T19:22:00.000-07:00

When her vision recovered, she saw one of the scariest things. A fluffy yellow monster, its beak full of blood and sharp teeth. The owner of this monster ran to some other county. What a coward. She thought. Soon, her vision zoomed to the ground. Footprints of blood, walking towards her. When the female looked at her side, she saw a man, peaked badly at, was climbing on a wall to escape. The monster ran towards him immediately and got ready to eat him up. Knowing his destiny will be ruined, he went onto his knees and begged for mercy. Miho simply starred. She went onto her knees, looking how disaterious the monster gave the man a mercy killing even without his request.

There was when she woke up.

and realised that she is have asthma.

2008-05-06T02:40:00.000-07:00

Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit shit.

The female stared at her sketchbook. Dramatically, in her brain, she wished she could have some ideas of how to do her art now. Miho grabbed her sketchbook and pencil AND her eraser and rushed to the computer, hoping to find some intriguing pictures of instruments. Well, let's start with flute. When she pushed the search button...

A human playing a flute.
A photo with flute, but with prospective manner.
A character design, naming the character FLUTE.
A unclear picture of the flute.

"... Seriously, what the hell." she thought. Maybe, there is another picture of a grand piano with CLEARER view. After clicking the search button...

Prospective photo of a piano KEYBOARD.
Keyboard.
Keyboard.
Keyboard.

A character design, naming Piano.

"... I wish I could kill right now." she dramatically sniffed and sobbed. She then went back to find something. A Dizi, which she gave up after finishing some of the keyboard. There she found at least a good picture of a Dizi. Saving in her documents, she smiled and continued doing her internet-ing.

GAH. I am sorry, I pulled an Anthea again. D:

Anyway, I want to read more Junjou Romantica. Yet, warning, it is for 18 AND above. Why? Because Miho says so. :3
Reason is that! -points at picture-

-runs away- BWAHAHA. : DDDD

Anyway.

Vocaloid doujinshi page one trail. >:

Want me to explain? D:

Er. I am tired to, so I will past-

... Nevermind.

Panel 1

Kaito is getting his ice-cream, as usual.

Panel 2

Rin rushed in, asking Kaito for help.

Panel 3

Rin explained how Len appeared to be sick.

Kaito says that he has an important lesson to attend later.

Panel 4

Miku left without saying anything.

Rin and Kaito nearly wanted Miku to stay and stay care of Len.

Panel 5

Rin says that she has to go to school soon.

Kaito says that he can't ( realised the door is opening? :3 )

Panel 6

Len said that it is alright, he can 'managed' himself.

Both were shocked, though Kaito seemed to be amused by Len's -cough- beauty -cough- face.

Panel 7

Kaito could not stand it and decided to take care of him ( lol. >_>; )

While Rin realised she has to rush to school. Len saying thanks?

Panel 8

Kaito and Len both await Rin's run to school

While Rin thinks of what she is going to buy with her friends.

Yes yes, page two of doujinshi is coming up, soon. Please wait. T___T;

So I am aiming... :

20 Pages of Kaito X Len ( Oh shit. -dies- )

and 20 Pages of Akaito X Kaito ( ANOTHER oh shit. -dies again- )

... and 20 pages of my own original manga. ( GAH. -kills herself- )

... -headdesk-

-Miho

2008-04-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zn5OuNsQCJ0

I am addicted to Vocaloid's Kaito right ~~nao~~ now.
I feel like typing Japanese...
てんしのわたし。。。
どうして。。。

なに？！？！

-smacks herself back to reality-

... Sorry? :X
Whut~ It is fun speaking in Japanese. xD

-runs to her mother immediately-